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I'm so busy lately :/ Oh well, I'm getting use to my working hours now. I'm getting pay on the 28th! Can't wait though, hehee. Shopping spreeeee!

Okay, me & baby's 8th monthsary is over! :D Didn't specially post cause I'm way too tired & I doubt baby reads my blog now :( But anyway, a great day spent with him although we sort of quarrel :/ But he's always nice enough to give in to me whenever we quarrel. He's damn cute to tell me that no eating of foodcourt during such special day :D He's so sweeeeeet~

I won't be blogging here anytime soon. Tired & busy :/ Byeeee~ Getting to bed now.

I'll be changing place to blog, will inform soon! :D Love.

One retarded photo. Don't comment -.-

Baby.

One week 7 days, we're only able to meet-up for maybe 2 or 3 days. Drift away? Certain times, I felt so. But then, I'm going to make a big effort in understanding you whenever you throw your temper at me. Oh well, I'm really proud to say that this whole week, I'd gave in all that I could to you ^^ I believe you can feel that too, right? Heheh. But baby, no matter how many days we're only able to meet-up a week, my heart is still gonna contain you! I'm still going to love you like how I always do, kay? :) Come'on baby, assure that you'd love me like how you used to! :D 5 more days to our 8th monthsary. Love you.

Just a short random post before I get going to bed.

1. 3 weeks of work already! It's getting more stress but then, great that marilyn has joined me for work :D Laughters in me is definitely more.

2. Me & baby's 8th monthsary is coming up in 7 days! :D Excited & happy although we won't be celebrating it together due to work :( But then, I'm going to be a good girl & not pester baby to take off.

3. I can't wait til 3rd February because me & baby won't be working. Yay-ness! I'm going to see baby for the whole day! Hehee.

4. This saturday I'm going to eat dim sum with baby! & when marilyn get pay, we're going to eat again :D Oh man, I'm so happy.

5. Last but not least, I'm a happy girl now :D (Sad for you, bitch)

K, bye ^^ Will be back to blog again maybe this sunday. Shall see how. Goodnights!~

Been 6 days since I updated my blog. Oh well, I'm super busy with work. Once off work, I'd just plurk using my phone for awhile, then I'll sleep. Repeating all this for the past 1 week & finally today I can wake up at a later timing :D Requested off day cause I was tired, super tired.

So yesterday 3 of my friends went for an interview :D Monday two will be starting work at pandan garden.

Hadn't been seeing darlingbaby for 4 days already, due to our work timing. Sometimes OT, sometimes too tired :( Quarreled & quarreled this few days. Communication breakdown. But then, it's going to be better for us soon ^^ 10 more days to pay day! Can't wait though :$

Got to make a decision of continuing to study or stop studying 4 days later. Yes, got to make a choice already :/ Until now, I hadn't give it much thinking. Didn't know I'm already left with 4 days until someone told me yesterday. Sigh, I'm still hesitating :( Study? Work? Study? Work? Ah, I'm going to think through it probably tonight or tomorrow.

Random post~ Byebyeee. I got to go meet my darlingbaby soon. Will be back tomorrow or sunday to do a proper post with me & baby's photo. Hehee~

A new year, it's going to be a great year for me & darlingbaby :D We're going to last for a pretty long time even if both of us is busy with work. Yes, darlingbaby is starting work this monday. In that way, we're only able to meet-up on Saturday. That's miserable. But for the sake of the money, we're working! :O

Next, I'm still considering if I'm going to work full-time & stop studying. Sigh, I need advice :/ From now til 12th Jan, I still have got sometime to think through. Hopefully I can make one good choice :)

I don't know why, I love this photo the most although my face look like shit :(

But anyway darlingbaby, you're going to work 2 days later, which is the 4th.

Please control your temper okay! Like how you asked me to. Oh well, after you start work, we're only able to meet on weekends, like one time per week. It's going to be a miserable life for me for the next 3 months, but then, we'll still be loving aye? :D I love you darlingbaby.

I won't be updating blog as often already :) Okay, bye! Catch my next post ^^

Hello. Wasn't free to update blog until today :D

First day of work! :D Woke up @ 6:15 am to prepare, went out @ 6:50 am. Reached there @ around 7 plus, had breakfast. Then, report to my supervisor @ 8:30 am sharp! :D Sat there for I think 2 hours? Then supervisor drove me to my office. Walked back, had lunch with rachel jiejie & her friends. After lunch, waited for any supervisor to come, named Abram. He's damn hell funny I swear! He kept making me laugh like one kind -.- Learnt about the system, do one whole stack of d.o, so many can! But managed to end work @ 6 pm. Went to Singapore Conference Hall for my sister's concert. Met baby there! Miss him so much :(

I was super hungry, so suggest going to lau pat sat eat. Ate food! :D But ate a little as I'm very tired to chew the food. Hahaa. Went home @ around 10 plus.

Happy 17th Birthday darlingbaby! :D

Hm, woke up @ 6 plus, prepared & left house @ 7 am. Work til 4 plus, psycho Abram to let me go off early & he agreed! :D He's damn hell funny, he made me laugh til I cannot concentrate keying in those data -.- Was about to leave, that fucker Ronald come say me for leaving early lo. For the sake of my baby, I kena say by him. Hahaa. Lie to baby about me working OT. He was super sian can. Lol. Planned with Jeffrey, then when I reach, I immediately give him birthday kiss! Awww :D Dinner @ LJS as we didn't bring enough money. Ate, then was super tired. Went to the pet shop to see see, spotted one hamster super cute & darlingbaby say to buy for me! :D

Left there @ 7 plus, went to chalet @ pasir ris awhile. Went home to change after awhile, then train to baby's house ^^ Waited for him, then train back to pasir ris. Plan wasn't suppose to be this way. First plan was to go drinking @ boat quay with baby, jason & jesmond. But cancelled due to some reasons :/ Trained back to pasir ris, bought mac & went to my house for mahjong session! Me & baby lose badly to wilson lor! He cheat only, hahaa. He won 9$ in total :) While me & baby lose -.-

They went home @ 9 plus, then I went to sleep! :D Woke up @ 7 plus, ordered mac for dinner.

See their mouths! Is exactly the same -.-

It's been 3 days! 3 days since I blogged! Hahaa. Oh well, have been busy with my blog shop & my darlingbaby. No time for other things though :)

I'm currently @ my darlingbaby's house. Mummy fetch me to jurong to meet up with darlingbaby & to have our lunch @ crystal jade as well. It was nice, but wasn't as filling though. Then, mummy is a kind soul to send me & darlingbaby to pandang garden to sign my contract! :D

I'd be working tomorrow! 8:30 am to report to my supervisor! Til 6 pm, office hours or what! :/ Me & darlingbaby is suppose to watch concert tomorrow, but then he can't make it already :( Oh my, I swear I'm going to miss him fucking hell lot. But then, working hours is enough for me not to miss him for that few hours or probably half day -.- Me & darlingbaby had an agreement! What time he must be free for me, hahaa. Definitely during my lunch time -.- Else I'll be one lonely ghost :(

Yaya, my idiot irritating stupid dumb ass darlingbaby is pestering me now. He wanna put some idiot irritating stupid dumb ass thing into his laptop. I think it's a RAM upgrade or something? Argh, whatever, can't be bothered -.- So ya, I'd be back soonnnnnnnn~ :D Miss me uhhh! Hehee.

Baby, remember all these photos? Actually there's alot more, but all these will do.

Today is just any random day, not our monthsary, nor is it any special occasion to type out this post. But then, just had a sudden feeling of posting some feelings of mine out for you to see/read :)

Darlingbaby, you know what? I love it alot when you kiss my cheek & tell me you love me. That is when, I feel so loved by you. Both of our temper isn't good, yet you always throw your pride away & give in to me. I know that your character isn't suppose to be this way, yet you still give in & love me so unconditionally ^^

Yes, I'm going to be a good girl & save money. Not for the time being, but until both of us found a job, & that's when we can maybe go for some small shopping. Hehe. Baby, do you what I dislike the most? When you say me & ignore me :( But then, I can understand it though. Because I myself dislike stupid, dumb, irritating, or whatever. Yet, I'm acting like one. I'm stupid, I don't know how to handle things myself. & seriously, I'm very touched when you're there for me endlessly. Whenever you say something sweet, I'd the urge to drop tears. Because you're the first ever guy that put in so much love towards me :) You're the first guy that do so much just for the sake of my smile. & you can never imagine how much I really do love you.

Really, nothing can express how much love I'd putted into this relationship. This is going to last forever right? :D I love you darlingbaby!

Merry Christmas!

Hello! Time passes so fast, in a blink of eyes, it's already Christmas :D Oh well, I'd an enjoyable Christmas Eve, but a pretty bad Christmas.

My boy is such a sweetie :} Met him @ 4 plus, went to e!hub wanting to watch movie, but cancelled. Mc Cafe to drink iced chocolate, walked to some warehouse sale, bought underwear. Ha. Then back to Mc Cafe to drink ice passion tea & ate some sandwiches. Walked back home with baby. Asked if he wanna stay over @ my house & he said okay. But after thinking awhile, I asked him to go home but he don't want too cause he says he wanna accompany me :$ Seriously lor, where can find such a sweet boy? Play mahjong with baby, sis & wilson til around 2 plus in the morning. Pei baby go smoke, then downstairs to bring cassy for a walk. Back home, bath then wait for wilson to pack food for us to eat :D Eat, then continue play mahjong! Play til around 8 plus, then bid goodbye to baby.

A bad day :( Slept til around 5 plus, then woke up with a very bad headache. Went to tampines, collect my lens. Say meet 6:30 pm, but she only reached @ 7 pm -.- Back to ws, bought dinner for them & took bus home. Super embarrassed in the bus! The idiot who pack my drinks is fucking retarded. Never cover properly, then I make until the bus floor all wet with coke -.- Alighted after 2 stops, walked all the way home! Idiot. Make me so pissed off. Reached home, eat & sort of quarrel with baby :( But was fine after awhile. & now, I'm here blogging.

Tomorrow going out with baby! Love going out with him. But then, sudden craving for pizza hut! Babyyyyyyyyyy?~ But then, I promised to save money already. So out of question! :'( Byeeee~

Darling, do you know what's my best present for this Christmas?

The best gift is you. No one else, nothing else, but you alone :)

I love you, the most.

Hello.

Today is results day! Carrying high hopes, switching on the computer, pressing my user ID & password, & finally, opening up my results. I immediately let out a big sigh, because, I did pretty badly. It didn't meet my expectations :/ My gpa is 3.2 only. Once pretty disappointed, I thought I could get higher than that. But oh well, @ least I still can get into Higher Nitec next year. Now, the next question is, what course am I interested in. Sigh, I got to study that particular course for the next two years! But oh well, I still have a few weeks to decide & think. No fickle minded for me please! :/

Hm, went back to sleep @ about 11. Slept until 5 plus, then baby came to find me :D Bath & prepare, left house to meet up with wilson for dinner. Like so long since I saw him though. Had dinner @ tampines food court, then went to the open space to playyyy~ :D Left after awhile, me & baby went to pasam malam! Okay, shouldn't call it pasam malam, just some people selling things @ the open space. Bought a handphone cover for my phoneee! Now look so pretty, oh man, I love it so much! He he. Then bought christmas present :) Bused back to ws after that. Bought bubble tea, then went to mac smoking area to sit. Went to toilet, then separated ways with baby. Reached home @ around 11 pm.

Tomorrow is christmas eve! :D Nah, not really excited though. But then, I wanna watch Alvin & the chipmunks 2! :( Will be super duper sad if I can't get to watch it. Sigh sigh sigh.

K, bye.

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Hey darling, I love the way you pamper me like a baby :D Lurbe you.

Tiffany is ultra happy today! :D Okay, today I went to baby's house, ate subway! ^^ Then slept awhile, woke up as it's uber hot :/ Then went to jurong, to trade in my phone & got another one. He he. Gotten E71 & baby paid almost everything. You can never imagine how happy I was! :D Went for dinner after that, then homed.

Tomorrow going to pasa malam! :D He he. Gonna eat the sausage there, *yummy. Speaking of eating, I'm hungry now -.- Gonna cook some instant noodle now. Byebyeeeee~

Hello! Today is awesome, like totally :D Oh well, one thing bad is, I'd a bad hair day. Take a look @ the picture above & you'll understand. There's another one which shows my hair totally like lion head! :( Argh.

Baby came to find me @ 5 plus? :D Then waited for da jiu to come fetch us, went to turf city for dinner. Whole familyyy~ Ohmy, the food is awesome, I suppose. All is mainly seafood -.- Baby drank red wine & his body, face, hands is red like mad lor -.- Get money again! *grins. Hm, then celebrated dajiu & mummy's birthday :D The cake is damn nice I tell you! Oreo cheese cake, I ate two. *yummy. Then left there, da jiu fetch baby home :D Then went home after that. Oh man, I find myself so stupid! I was too tired in car, yet I forget to bring my lens casing out, so I took out & put it on my hand. When I woke up, the lens become hard! Baby ask me to throw away & get a new one :D Hehe. Thinking of getting blue? Or remains as purple? Hmmm. Shall consider! ^^

Tomorrow going to baby's house :D Oh man, I feel like eating mac! Baby, pleaseeeeee! Hehe. I wanna get a new slipper too, sick & tired of my old one already. Baby, pleaseeeeee! I wanna get the hearts bracelet. Baby, pleaseeeeee! I'll seriously love you more after you grant my wishes!!! Hehe.

Okay, bye & goodnight! :D

I know that there's no forever love in this world. How long can 1 person have those kind of special feelings for the other party? How long can it last? Love is so scary, it can make someone happy, yet in the other hand, it can make a person cry like as if someone has die :/ Oh well, like I say, everything is unpredictable.

I told baby this: I don't know why A can't melt my heart even when he's much sweeter than you, even if he gave more surprises than you. Furthermore, he'd been wooing me for years.

I don't know how love works for me. Seriously speaking, I don't even know what's the true meaning to love. Was reading some blogs yesterday, & it says.. 'Love begins with a smile, grow with a kiss & ends with a teardrop'.

Randomly, I asked baby. Do you think we can last forever? He said: Most probably. Oh well, I guess I should be happy with his answers. Cause all the guys that I used to met say YES, which is total lies :/ I guess I should be contented that we can last til today, still as loving. Even more loving than the past. Really, how amazing it is for us to be a couple? How amazing it is for us to love? No one can explain, nothing is explainable.

This one sentence that my baby says, make me melt totally. This one sentence, makes me feel so sure that I'm going to stick with him no matter what. This sentence, makes me totally fall for him. & that is,

You: You're the last girl in my life.

You can never imagine how happy I can be when I hear this sentence from his mouth. & I just wanna say, baby. I love you too, I love you so much that I want to stay with you for a lifetime. Forever it is :}

It's amazing how two random strangers can meet, become friends and become a loving couple. I was like thinking, if I'm still single, will I still be sticking to the old him? Oh well, things is unpredictable :/

Back to the right track, today is me and my darling's 7th months together! :D Chatted on phone from 1 plus to 3 plus in the morning, then went to sleep. Rare to see us chatting on phone for more than an hour, nothing to talk about though? :/ He waited for me @ mac's smoking area, while I went to buy movie tickets. Then train to tampines, to collect my phone :D Their service is fucking bad, like serious! Nevermind, I'm selling my phone away soon anyway. No more LG, sucks like fuck -.- Then went back to pasir ris :) Went to foodcourt for lunch, had roti prata! Movie was niceeeee, sad, touching :D Should go watch! Bodyguards & assassins :D Just that starting is very boring :/ Ended @ 9 plus, we walked to white sands for dinner, KFC :D Then ate til like 10 plus? Then went to buy bubble tea, then walked home while baby went to take train ^^

Tomorrow probably staying @ home unless my sweet boy is coming to find me, but I doubt so -.- So yes, byebyeeeeeee & goodnight :D

Countless of quarrels we had, countless of tears we shed had brought us closer & our bond has become stronger. The love we had, is unexplainable. The feelings we'd contribute towards each other, is too, unexplainable.

This past few months with you, is great, like always. Browsing through all our old photos we took, make me smile. The changes within me & you is a lot. Our characters & attitude had changed tremendously. I don't know about you, but definitely, I'd changed a lot. Many obstacles had came, but we'd manage to walk through it. But I guess there'll be more to come. But not to worry, I'll be there to walk it with you no matter how hard it gets to :)

There'll be many more months to come my dear. In your letter, you stated that you'll never let me go, I'm here to say too, I'll never let you go too. For my feelings is way, too deep.

Lastly, Happy 7th Monthsary :D

I love you, deeply ^^

Never meet baby.

Went for wedding dinner.

Homed at 11 plus pm.

Spent my day with baby at his house.

Dinner at west mall.

Homed at 9 plus pm.

Meet baby at outram at 7 am.

Habourfront to meet ahyee and rachael jie jie.

Job interview.

Baby's house.

Bugis for steamboat.

Something happened, make me laugh like fuck -.-

Homed at 9 plus pm.

My cheeky boy came to surprise me.

Woke up, shocked :)

Wash up, ate chicken wing.

Watched tv.

Bath.

Left house for tampines.

Bought movie tickets.

Walked around, collect money, mail things and transfer money.

Back to movie, hilarious.

Dinner at foodcourt.

Bought bubble tea, slack outside macdonalds.

Homed at 8 plus pm.

I'm so lazy to elaborate :/ Oh well, getting more and more lazier to blog. Hahaa, so this is in short! Next post promise with pictures with my darling love :D

Shall end this post with:

Although I've been showing you the different sides of me,

But know that my heart will always contain you :)

Byeeeeeeee~

There's no picture for this post aye :) Firstly, I'm down with sore throat and flu. Hope I'll get better by Monday.

Anyway, things have been going smoothly for me these few days. No quarrels with baby, no quarrels with anyone. Hopefully, these days will last ^^

Yesterday was awesome. Yes, like totally. Actually was meeting guo ming for coffee, but ended up meeting baby for dinner. Actually not meeting baby, but he sms me after like 1 hour of cancelling meet up with guo ming, asking me out for dinner -.- So went to raffles to meet him up :) Had dinner and it was great, I mean the food :D

Then fool around in public, walking like models, running around -.- Yea, childish. But we enjoyed! Hahaa. Baby bounced back with me then he went home :)

Tomorrow, which is today. Won't be meeting baby, attending wedding dinner. Lol.

Right now, it's like a 3:50am. I should get going to bed, now. Bye and good night! :D

You're the only one I want.

Yesterday was awesome! Went to bugis with baby :) Had macdonalds for lunch, then chit-chat, went to movie. Caught mu lan. A pretty great show. Touching, nice, funny. Movie ended at around 7 pm, went to have dinner. Ate at some ramen house. Oh man, the ramen I eat is extremely spicy! Baby try one mouth, his face red like shitx. I still manage to finish almost the whole bowl! :D Walk around bugis street, then take train home.

Today, woke up and throat super pain :( Not sore throat uh, but swallow saliva is painful :( Aww, craving for mac spicy now, but I'd promise baby no fast food today. Only foodcourt! :/ Oh well, I'll bear with it.

Okay, bye.

Hello!

Actually, today I'd plan to stay at home and not meet my baby. But then, ended up meeting for dinner :)

Staying at home without seeing my baby is so miserable. I mean, time passes so slow can! Like 1 minute = 1 hour -.- Intended to go simpang bedok eat. But then, I was craving for durians, so went to geylang for dinner instead. Spend almost an hour walking around geylang! Ohman, so many food there can :/ Ate prawn noodle in the end, not really nice though. Hm, then went to buy durians, then train home with baby :D Baby stay til 9 plus, then went to white sands :) Bid goodbye to him then I went to buy kfc, home aftermath.

Tomorrow going out with baby :) Okay, bye and goodnight.

Day out with baby is great, always as great. He came to meet me at pasir ris, then headed to downtown east :D Yes, we've decided to eat sakura! Went to play arcade first, then headed back for dinner. Pretty great I guess, quite nice. Bloated! -.-

Nicest food at sakura! But quite spicy :(

Walked to the time park aftermath, played the playground there. Swings! :D Played awhile then went to sit down. Heart-to-heart chats with baby is always great, I mean. It'd always let us understand each other more. Yes, indeed it did :) Left there at 9 plus, then headed to white sands. Bid goodbye to baby then I walked home. Reached home at 9 plus ^^

* Wanted to share the video. But then, the quality suck like shitx. So forget about it :D

I'm considering putting tagboard. Should I? Hm :) Bye bye! I'm freaking hungry now, going to eat. Goodnight and bye.

Decided to change my blog link. Oh well, there's no much reason. Just sick of my old one, ha.

Hm, today is another great day with my baby although I spend it at his house. Reached at 12 plus, bought lunch for him and stay at his house until around 5 plus. Went to west mall for dinner, wanted to have pastamania, but cancelled and have foodcourt instead. I still think foodcourt's pasta is so much nicer than pastamania -.- After dinner, went to arcade to play! :D After awhile, accompany baby to buy dinner for his grandpa, then homed! ^^

Tomorrow, I'm going to eat sakura with baby! :D Yep, he's treating me. Oh, and thursday shopping spree with the 70$ he's sponsoring me. Oh my, baby ah baby. I love you ultra lots! He he.

Okay, I'm turning in. Super sleepy now :) Goodnight! Photos up tomorrow.

Random~~~

Hello! I've changed blogskin :) Removed my tagboard too. Hm, nobody spammed it. Just, don't feel like putting it ^^

So, had a great day spent with babyboy :D Actually was suppose to go fetch him from work, but he didn't went to work today. Met him at 5 pm for dinner at tampines, had hans and find it sort of nice but then, don't really like the enviroment there :/ Oh well.

Went walking around and played arcade, went to sasa at tampines 1 aftermath. Bought some facial masks and perfume :D Oh, babyboy sponsored. Saw something there as well which cost 66 bucks and babyboy kept asking me to get it -.- He knows, I know ^^

Sat outside tampines 1, chatted while babyboy smoke. Come out with crazy ideas of playing games, obviously the loser is my baby! HAHAHA. Yes, we're going shopping on tuesday! He's sponsoring me with 70 bucks! Good or what? Hee hee.

Oh man, don't you people find me such a small boy? Love it :} Know why is he laughing so happily? Because he's pinching the fats on my thigh! :@ For god's know, when he pinches my fats, he'd be there laughing to himself -.-

Well, it's getting late. I'm going to bed soon :) Heading over to babyboy's house tomorrow. Bye and goodnight! Shall update again. Ciaos~