For a lifetime.

Being with you..

Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 8:39 PM

It's now, or never.

Hello. I'm going to Genting tomorrow, will be back only on Sunday :) Gonna have fun, but then I know I'll miss babyboy badly when it reaches the night time! :( Leaving house later at 2 plus in the morning. Babyboy's accompanying chat til 1plus in the morning before he's going to sleep :)

So, today babyboy came over to find me. Met at tampines, bought movie tickets to new moon. Foodcourt for babyboy's lunch, then back for movie. Pretty nice! :D Can't wait for the next one, ha. Ended at around 6plus, wanted to had mac at tampines. But then, saw someone. So yea, train to whitesands for it instead ^^ Nice. Then, separate ways with babyboy at 7plus :(

To you.

I wanted to write a letter to you after I'm back from Malaysia. But then, I really wants the whole world to know how great you are to me.

After yesterday, I'd learnt and realised so many things. And that includes that love you'd for me. I often doubt how much you love me because you rarely shows it out. Yesterday, when I was about to leave your house after we'd a huge quarrel, the way you hold me back and hug me so tight makes me realise that, I'm in the wrong for just leaving your house without talking things out. When we walked out of your house, I cried so hard because I feel that you no longer understands me. Yet, when I see your tears dropping down, hugging me so tight, that's when I realise, it's me who don't understand myself. Not you who don't.

Thinking back, the past 6 months we spent together, I can never blame you for anything. Because, you're the one who's giving in the most. When I throw tantrum, you're the one pacifying me. When I'm angry of you for nothing, you'd be the one chasing after me asking me not to be angry. Yet, when you're angry, I'm accompanying you to be angry -.- Yea, childish moronic act :( But baby, please do know that you're the only one I love the most :)

Be it now or in future, you're the one I want to love! :D Yes, you and only you. You're the only one who can touched my heart deeply. I love you, my babyboy. More months to come up ya? Love you, dearest baby! :D I know you're smiling ^^

Bye, going off. Back on 4 dec to post :)

I'm here again. ❤