Tiffany.

2010-01-31T01:39:00.001+08:00

I've moved to:

www.love20may.blogspot.com ! :D

It's always there

2010-01-21T21:32:00.003+08:00

Hello honeys! :D

I'm so busy lately :/ Oh well, I'm getting use to my working hours now. I'm getting pay on the 28th! Can't wait though, hehee. Shopping spreeeee!

Okay, me & baby's 8th monthsary is over! :D Didn't specially post cause I'm way too tired & I doubt baby reads my blog now :( But anyway, a great day spent with him although we sort of quarrel :/ But he's always nice enough to give in to me whenever we quarrel. He's damn cute to tell me that no eating of foodcourt during such special day :D He's so sweeeeeet~

I won't be blogging here anytime soon. Tired & busy :/ Byeeee~ Getting to bed now.

I'll be changing place to blog, will inform soon! :D Love.

One retarded photo. Don't comment -.-

It's never enough.

2010-01-15T23:24:00.002+08:00

Baby.

One week 7 days, we're only able to meet-up for maybe 2 or 3 days. Drift away? Certain times, I felt so. But then, I'm going to make a big effort in understanding you whenever you throw your temper at me. Oh well, I'm really proud to say that this whole week, I'd gave in all that I could to you ^^ I believe you can feel that too, right? Heheh. But baby, no matter how many days we're only able to meet-up a week, my heart is still gonna contain you! I'm still going to love you like how I always do, kay? :) Come'on baby, assure that you'd love me like how you used to! :D 5 more days to our 8th monthsary. Love you.

Hello honeys! :D

It's finally Friday, I'm always happy & excited when Friday comes :D Know why? Because the next day, which is Saturday, I'm going to see my baby! & I can sleep in until a bit later. Hehee.

Oh well. I'm getting pay on the 28th! Setting aside one sum of money, bringing baby go eat to make up for his birthday, going some small shopping. Haven't even get pay, I've already decided on what to do, so funny!

Today isn't a good day although I get to see baby. First time out of 3 weeks I felt like crying :( I hate people throwing work for me to do when I still have one whole stack of receiving yet to be done. She only knows how to throw work at me, yet she don't even bother helping me :( I'm very sad. Kept complaining to Marilyn & baby, hahaa. I know they are tired of listening to my complains.

Tomorrow, I'm off! But baby is going back for work -.- I'll be a nice girlfriend to morning call him & fetch him from work! Guess I'm going to spend the 27$ just to go down to pandan garden. Can't blame, period -.- Then going for dinner at great world city, some japanese buffet with baby & my family ^^

Sunday, going to eat dim sum with baby! Asked Marilyn & her friend to come along, but she say.. Sunday is her day to sleep! Super lazy I swear! Hahaa. I think she's going to nag at me saying that she's tired, not lazy. Oh well, my ears are prepared! :D

Monday to Friday, work work work. Will be back next Friday to blog again! Ciaos

I'm thinking of changing place to blog.

Random.

2010-01-13T20:23:00.002+08:00

Hello honeys! :D

Just a short random post before I get going to bed.

1. 3 weeks of work already! It's getting more stress but then, great that marilyn has joined me for work :D Laughters in me is definitely more.

2. Me & baby's 8th monthsary is coming up in 7 days! :D Excited & happy although we won't be celebrating it together due to work :( But then, I'm going to be a good girl & not pester baby to take off.

3. I can't wait til 3rd February because me & baby won't be working. Yay-ness! I'm going to see baby for the whole day! Hehee.

4. This saturday I'm going to eat dim sum with baby! & when marilyn get pay, we're going to eat again :D Oh man, I'm so happy.

5. Last but not least, I'm a happy girl now :D (Sad for you, bitch)

K, bye ^^ Will be back to blog again maybe this sunday. Shall see how. Goodnights!~

Workaholic.

2010-01-08T14:13:00.002+08:00

Hello honeys! :D

Been 6 days since I updated my blog. Oh well, I'm super busy with work. Once off work, I'd just plurk using my phone for awhile, then I'll sleep. Repeating all this for the past 1 week & finally today I can wake up at a later timing :D Requested off day cause I was tired, super tired.

So yesterday 3 of my friends went for an interview :D Monday two will be starting work at pandan garden.

Hadn't been seeing darlingbaby for 4 days already, due to our work timing. Sometimes OT, sometimes too tired :( Quarreled & quarreled this few days. Communication breakdown. But then, it's going to be better for us soon ^^ 10 more days to pay day! Can't wait though :$

Got to make a decision of continuing to study or stop studying 4 days later. Yes, got to make a choice already :/ Until now, I hadn't give it much thinking. Didn't know I'm already left with 4 days until someone told me yesterday. Sigh, I'm still hesitating :( Study? Work? Study? Work? Ah, I'm going to think through it probably tonight or tomorrow.

Random post~ Byebyeee. I got to go meet my darlingbaby soon. Will be back tomorrow or sunday to do a proper post with me & baby's photo. Hehee~

No life.

2010-01-02T13:37:00.003+08:00

Why bother reading my blog when you dislike me so much? -.-

Never do what you preach aye? Hahaa.

I'm going to change link if you still stalk me, or maybe not. I'm going to blog about how wonderful my life is. & looking @ your pathetic life, being controlled, I feel like laughing @ you. :) Hahaa, small lil ass bitch.

Lastly,

A new year, it's going to be a great year for me & darlingbaby :D We're going to last for a pretty long time even if both of us is busy with work. Yes, darlingbaby is starting work this monday. In that way, we're only able to meet-up on Saturday. That's miserable. But for the sake of the money, we're working! :O

Next, I'm still considering if I'm going to work full-time & stop studying. Sigh, I need advice :/ From now til 12th Jan, I still have got sometime to think through. Hopefully I can make one good choice :)

I don't know why, I love this photo the most although my face look like shit :(

But anyway darlingbaby, you're going to work 2 days later, which is the 4th.

Please control your temper okay! Like how you asked me to. Oh well, after you start work, we're only able to meet on weekends, like one time per week. It's going to be a miserable life for me for the next 3 months, but then, we'll still be loving aye? :D I love you darlingbaby.

I won't be updating blog as often already :) Okay, bye! Catch my next post ^^

Love like this.

2010-01-01T22:40:00.006+08:00

Hello. Wasn't free to update blog until today :D

30th December 2009.

First day of work! :D Woke up @ 6:15 am to prepare, went out @ 6:50 am. Reached there @ around 7 plus, had breakfast. Then, report to my supervisor @ 8:30 am sharp! :D Sat there for I think 2 hours? Then supervisor drove me to my office. Walked back, had lunch with rachel jiejie & her friends. After lunch, waited for any supervisor to come, named Abram. He's damn hell funny I swear! He kept making me laugh like one kind -.- Learnt about the system, do one whole stack of d.o, so many can! But managed to end work @ 6 pm. Went to Singapore Conference Hall for my sister's concert. Met baby there! Miss him so much :(

I was super hungry, so suggest going to lau pat sat eat. Ate food! :D But ate a little as I'm very tired to chew the food. Hahaa. Went home @ around 10 plus.

31st December 2009.

Happy 17th Birthday darlingbaby! :D

I guess this is going to be a very memorable birthday for you! Cause I'm the first girlfriend that celebrates birthday with you :D I hope you're surprised by me although starting lying to you really spoils your mood, hahaa! I love you darlingbaby. I want to celebrate your birthday for the next few years until we die :D Please make it possible, heehee. I love you a lot uh! Love me more darling :) Happy Birthday.

Hm, woke up @ 6 plus, prepared & left house @ 7 am. Work til 4 plus, psycho Abram to let me go off early & he agreed! :D He's damn hell funny, he made me laugh til I cannot concentrate keying in those data -.- Was about to leave, that fucker Ronald come say me for leaving early lo. For the sake of my baby, I kena say by him. Hahaa. Lie to baby about me working OT. He was super sian can. Lol. Planned with Jeffrey, then when I reach, I immediately give him birthday kiss! Awww :D Dinner @ LJS as we didn't bring enough money. Ate, then was super tired. Went to the pet shop to see see, spotted one hamster super cute & darlingbaby say to buy for me! :D

Left there @ 7 plus, went to chalet @ pasir ris awhile. Went home to change after awhile, then train to baby's house ^^ Waited for him, then train back to pasir ris. Plan wasn't suppose to be this way. First plan was to go drinking @ boat quay with baby, jason & jesmond. But cancelled due to some reasons :/ Trained back to pasir ris, bought mac & went to my house for mahjong session! Me & baby lose badly to wilson lor! He cheat only, hahaa. He won 9$ in total :) While me & baby lose -.-

They went home @ 9 plus, then I went to sleep! :D Woke up @ 7 plus, ordered mac for dinner.

See their mouths! Is exactly the same -.-

Happy New Year people! Have a good year ahead :D

Lack of posts

2009-12-29T17:00:00.002+08:00

Hello.

It's been 3 days! 3 days since I blogged! Hahaa. Oh well, have been busy with my blog shop & my darlingbaby. No time for other things though :)

I'm currently @ my darlingbaby's house. Mummy fetch me to jurong to meet up with darlingbaby & to have our lunch @ crystal jade as well. It was nice, but wasn't as filling though. Then, mummy is a kind soul to send me & darlingbaby to pandang garden to sign my contract! :D

I'd be working tomorrow! 8:30 am to report to my supervisor! Til 6 pm, office hours or what! :/ Me & darlingbaby is suppose to watch concert tomorrow, but then he can't make it already :( Oh my, I swear I'm going to miss him fucking hell lot. But then, working hours is enough for me not to miss him for that few hours or probably half day -.- Me & darlingbaby had an agreement! What time he must be free for me, hahaa. Definitely during my lunch time -.- Else I'll be one lonely ghost :(

Yaya, my idiot irritating stupid dumb ass darlingbaby is pestering me now. He wanna put some idiot irritating stupid dumb ass thing into his laptop. I think it's a RAM upgrade or something? Argh, whatever, can't be bothered -.- So ya, I'd be back soonnnnnnnn~ :D Miss me uhhh! Hehee.

Love forever.

2009-12-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

Baby, remember all these photos? Actually there's alot more, but all these will do.

Today is just any random day, not our monthsary, nor is it any special occasion to type out this post. But then, just had a sudden feeling of posting some feelings of mine out for you to see/read :)

Darlingbaby, you know what? I love it alot when you kiss my cheek & tell me you love me. That is when, I feel so loved by you. Both of our temper isn't good, yet you always throw your pride away & give in to me. I know that your character isn't suppose to be this way, yet you still give in & love me so unconditionally ^^

Yes, I'm going to be a good girl & save money. Not for the time being, but until both of us found a job, & that's when we can maybe go for some small shopping. Hehe. Baby, do you what I dislike the most? When you say me & ignore me :( But then, I can understand it though. Because I myself dislike stupid, dumb, irritating, or whatever. Yet, I'm acting like one. I'm stupid, I don't know how to handle things myself. & seriously, I'm very touched when you're there for me endlessly. Whenever you say something sweet, I'd the urge to drop tears. Because you're the first ever guy that put in so much love towards me :) You're the first guy that do so much just for the sake of my smile. & you can never imagine how much I really do love you.

Really, nothing can express how much love I'd putted into this relationship. This is going to last forever right? :D I love you darlingbaby!

Love = Sacrifice

2009-12-25T22:35:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas!

Hello! Time passes so fast, in a blink of eyes, it's already Christmas :D Oh well, I'd an enjoyable Christmas Eve, but a pretty bad Christmas.

Christmas Eve,

My boy is such a sweetie :} Met him @ 4 plus, went to e!hub wanting to watch movie, but cancelled. Mc Cafe to drink iced chocolate, walked to some warehouse sale, bought underwear. Ha. Then back to Mc Cafe to drink ice passion tea & ate some sandwiches. Walked back home with baby. Asked if he wanna stay over @ my house & he said okay. But after thinking awhile, I asked him to go home but he don't want too cause he says he wanna accompany me :$ Seriously lor, where can find such a sweet boy? Play mahjong with baby, sis & wilson til around 2 plus in the morning. Pei baby go smoke, then downstairs to bring cassy for a walk. Back home, bath then wait for wilson to pack food for us to eat :D Eat, then continue play mahjong! Play til around 8 plus, then bid goodbye to baby.

Christmas,

A bad day :( Slept til around 5 plus, then woke up with a very bad headache. Went to tampines, collect my lens. Say meet 6:30 pm, but she only reached @ 7 pm -.- Back to ws, bought dinner for them & took bus home. Super embarrassed in the bus! The idiot who pack my drinks is fucking retarded. Never cover properly, then I make until the bus floor all wet with coke -.- Alighted after 2 stops, walked all the way home! Idiot. Make me so pissed off. Reached home, eat & sort of quarrel with baby :( But was fine after awhile. & now, I'm here blogging.

Tomorrow going out with baby! Love going out with him. But then, sudden craving for pizza hut! Babyyyyyyyyyy?~ But then, I promised to save money already. So out of question! :'( Byeeee~

Darling, do you know what's my best present for this Christmas?

The best gift is you. No one else, nothing else, but you alone :)

I love you, the most.

Results.

2009-12-24T00:43:00.002+08:00

I love the way you look into my eyes & say you love me ^^

Hello.

Today is results day! Carrying high hopes, switching on the computer, pressing my user ID & password, & finally, opening up my results. I immediately let out a big sigh, because, I did pretty badly. It didn't meet my expectations :/ My gpa is 3.2 only. Once pretty disappointed, I thought I could get higher than that. But oh well, @ least I still can get into Higher Nitec next year. Now, the next question is, what course am I interested in. Sigh, I got to study that particular course for the next two years! But oh well, I still have a few weeks to decide & think. No fickle minded for me please! :/

Hm, went back to sleep @ about 11. Slept until 5 plus, then baby came to find me :D Bath & prepare, left house to meet up with wilson for dinner. Like so long since I saw him though. Had dinner @ tampines food court, then went to the open space to playyyy~ :D Left after awhile, me & baby went to pasam malam! Okay, shouldn't call it pasam malam, just some people selling things @ the open space. Bought a handphone cover for my phoneee! Now look so pretty, oh man, I love it so much! He he. Then bought christmas present :) Bused back to ws after that. Bought bubble tea, then went to mac smoking area to sit. Went to toilet, then separated ways with baby. Reached home @ around 11 pm.

Tomorrow is christmas eve! :D Nah, not really excited though. But then, I wanna watch Alvin & the chipmunks 2! :( Will be super duper sad if I can't get to watch it. Sigh sigh sigh.

K, bye.

Hey darling, I love the way you pamper me like a baby :D Lurbe you.

Tears,

2009-12-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

I promise, this is forever.

Tiffany is ultra happy today! :D Okay, today I went to baby's house, ate subway! ^^ Then slept awhile, woke up as it's uber hot :/ Then went to jurong, to trade in my phone & got another one. He he. Gotten E71 & baby paid almost everything. You can never imagine how happy I was! :D Went for dinner after that, then homed.

Tomorrow going to pasa malam! :D He he. Gonna eat the sausage there, *yummy. Speaking of eating, I'm hungry now -.- Gonna cook some instant noodle now. Byebyeeeee~

Hey baby, thanks for the phoneeee-y. I love you ultra lots & you know it :D I'll do what I promise ya? :) Loveeeeee you uber lots! He he.

Love.

2009-12-22T00:59:00.002+08:00

It will never fade away.

Hello! Today is awesome, like totally :D Oh well, one thing bad is, I'd a bad hair day. Take a look @ the picture above & you'll understand. There's another one which shows my hair totally like lion head! :( Argh.

Baby came to find me @ 5 plus? :D Then waited for da jiu to come fetch us, went to turf city for dinner. Whole familyyy~ Ohmy, the food is awesome, I suppose. All is mainly seafood -.- Baby drank red wine & his body, face, hands is red like mad lor -.- Get money again! *grins. Hm, then celebrated dajiu & mummy's birthday :D The cake is damn nice I tell you! Oreo cheese cake, I ate two. *yummy. Then left there, da jiu fetch baby home :D Then went home after that. Oh man, I find myself so stupid! I was too tired in car, yet I forget to bring my lens casing out, so I took out & put it on my hand. When I woke up, the lens become hard! Baby ask me to throw away & get a new one :D Hehe. Thinking of getting blue? Or remains as purple? Hmmm. Shall consider! ^^

Tomorrow going to baby's house :D Oh man, I feel like eating mac! Baby, pleaseeeeee! Hehe. I wanna get a new slipper too, sick & tired of my old one already. Baby, pleaseeeeee! I wanna get the hearts bracelet. Baby, pleaseeeeee! I'll seriously love you more after you grant my wishes!!! Hehe.

Okay, bye & goodnight! :D

True love

2009-12-21T14:00:00.003+08:00

I know that there's no forever love in this world. How long can 1 person have those kind of special feelings for the other party? How long can it last? Love is so scary, it can make someone happy, yet in the other hand, it can make a person cry like as if someone has die :/ Oh well, like I say, everything is unpredictable.

I told baby this: I don't know why A can't melt my heart even when he's much sweeter than you, even if he gave more surprises than you. Furthermore, he'd been wooing me for years.

I don't know how love works for me. Seriously speaking, I don't even know what's the true meaning to love. Was reading some blogs yesterday, & it says.. 'Love begins with a smile, grow with a kiss & ends with a teardrop'.

Randomly, I asked baby. Do you think we can last forever? He said: Most probably. Oh well, I guess I should be happy with his answers. Cause all the guys that I used to met say YES, which is total lies :/ I guess I should be contented that we can last til today, still as loving. Even more loving than the past. Really, how amazing it is for us to be a couple? How amazing it is for us to love? No one can explain, nothing is explainable.

This one sentence that my baby says, make me melt totally. This one sentence, makes me feel so sure that I'm going to stick with him no matter what. This sentence, makes me totally fall for him. & that is,

You: You're the last girl in my life.

You can never imagine how happy I can be when I hear this sentence from his mouth. & I just wanna say, baby. I love you too, I love you so much that I want to stay with you for a lifetime. Forever it is :}

Speechless.

2009-12-20T23:38:00.002+08:00

I wanna be your babygirl, now and forever.

It's amazing how two random strangers can meet, become friends and become a loving couple. I was like thinking, if I'm still single, will I still be sticking to the old him? Oh well, things is unpredictable :/

Back to the right track, today is me and my darling's 7th months together! :D Chatted on phone from 1 plus to 3 plus in the morning, then went to sleep. Rare to see us chatting on phone for more than an hour, nothing to talk about though? :/ He waited for me @ mac's smoking area, while I went to buy movie tickets. Then train to tampines, to collect my phone :D Their service is fucking bad, like serious! Nevermind, I'm selling my phone away soon anyway. No more LG, sucks like fuck -.- Then went back to pasir ris :) Went to foodcourt for lunch, had roti prata! Movie was niceeeee, sad, touching :D Should go watch! Bodyguards & assassins :D Just that starting is very boring :/ Ended @ 9 plus, we walked to white sands for dinner, KFC :D Then ate til like 10 plus? Then went to buy bubble tea, then walked home while baby went to take train ^^

Tomorrow probably staying @ home unless my sweet boy is coming to find me, but I doubt so -.- So yes, byebyeeeeeee & goodnight :D

Never again.

2009-12-20T00:01:00.004+08:00

I'm going to stick with you, forever.

Countless of quarrels we had, countless of tears we shed had brought us closer & our bond has become stronger. The love we had, is unexplainable. The feelings we'd contribute towards each other, is too, unexplainable.

This past few months with you, is great, like always. Browsing through all our old photos we took, make me smile. The changes within me & you is a lot. Our characters & attitude had changed tremendously. I don't know about you, but definitely, I'd changed a lot. Many obstacles had came, but we'd manage to walk through it. But I guess there'll be more to come. But not to worry, I'll be there to walk it with you no matter how hard it gets to :)

There'll be many more months to come my dear. In your letter, you stated that you'll never let me go, I'm here to say too, I'll never let you go too. For my feelings is way, too deep.

Lastly, Happy 7th Monthsary :D

I love you, deeply ^^

Too lost in you

2009-12-19T22:57:00.005+08:00

I'll always smile.

17/12/09, Thursday.

Went to my baby's house, as mentioned in my plurk, I went to surprise him :D Yes, I managed to do it though. He left his keys with him the night before, so I woke up @ 9 plus in the morning and train to his house :D He went to buy lunch for me, ate then took a nap. I slept while he read some stories. Slept til around 4 pm, wanted to go Chinatown for my dim sum. But cancelled, meet baby's friend, vincent for dinner @ cafe cartel, IMM. Ate, then both of them send me to mrt station @ around 8 plus. Reached home @ around 9 plus 10 pm.

18/12/09, Friday.

My baby came over to my house @ around 4 plus. Do some blogshop stuffs then went to bath. Then bused to blk 85 market for dinner @ bedok. Pretty great :D Then bused to mrt station, then baby bounced back to pasir ris then he went home ^^ And me too, went home.

19/12/09, Saturday.

Baby is suppose to go to work, but he didn't :/ Rot @ home til around 3 plus, went to prepare and went habourfront to meet baby, guoming and baby's friend, halim. Had our dinner there, then went to starbucks for coffee :D Talk pretty much with guoming and it's super great! ^^ Halim left after awhile, then we shifted outside to slack. Sit, talk til around 8 plus. I'm the one like a retard cause guoming and baby doesn't even bother about me! :( I must like bang the table, fake cry then they took a glance @ me, then continue to look @ videos and listen songs. Idiot or what?!! Went to macdonalds for my double-cheese burger after I complained hungry for don't know how many million times! :D Then, hsh @ 10 plus.

Photoooooos: -

Outing with baby tomorrow :D It's our 7th monthsary! Hehe. Byeeeeeee.

Be a better man.

2009-12-16T22:37:00.005+08:00

Unconditional love.

13th December 2009.

Never meet baby.

Went for wedding dinner.

Homed at 11 plus pm.

14th December 2009.

Spent my day with baby at his house.

Dinner at west mall.

Homed at 9 plus pm.

15th December 2009.

Meet baby at outram at 7 am.

Habourfront to meet ahyee and rachael jie jie.

Job interview.

Baby's house.

Bugis for steamboat.

Something happened, make me laugh like fuck -.-

Homed at 9 plus pm.

16th December 2009.

My cheeky boy came to surprise me.

Woke up, shocked :)

Wash up, ate chicken wing.

Watched tv.

Bath.

Left house for tampines.

Bought movie tickets.

Walked around, collect money, mail things and transfer money.

Back to movie, hilarious.

Dinner at foodcourt.

Bought bubble tea, slack outside macdonalds.

Homed at 8 plus pm.

I'm so lazy to elaborate :/ Oh well, getting more and more lazier to blog. Hahaa, so this is in short! Next post promise with pictures with my darling love :D

Shall end this post with:

Although I've been showing you the different sides of me,

But know that my heart will always contain you :)

Byeeeeeeee~

turning point.

2009-12-13T03:34:00.002+08:00

Hello.

There's no picture for this post aye :) Firstly, I'm down with sore throat and flu. Hope I'll get better by Monday.

Anyway, things have been going smoothly for me these few days. No quarrels with baby, no quarrels with anyone. Hopefully, these days will last ^^

Yesterday was awesome. Yes, like totally. Actually was meeting guo ming for coffee, but ended up meeting baby for dinner. Actually not meeting baby, but he sms me after like 1 hour of cancelling meet up with guo ming, asking me out for dinner -.- So went to raffles to meet him up :) Had dinner and it was great, I mean the food :D

Then fool around in public, walking like models, running around -.- Yea, childish. But we enjoyed! Hahaa. Baby bounced back with me then he went home :)

Tomorrow, which is today. Won't be meeting baby, attending wedding dinner. Lol.

Right now, it's like a 3:50am. I should get going to bed, now. Bye and good night! :D

Turning point.

Love song.

2009-12-11T11:44:00.004+08:00

You're the only one I want.

Yesterday was awesome! Went to bugis with baby :) Had macdonalds for lunch, then chit-chat, went to movie. Caught mu lan. A pretty great show. Touching, nice, funny. Movie ended at around 7 pm, went to have dinner. Ate at some ramen house. Oh man, the ramen I eat is extremely spicy! Baby try one mouth, his face red like shitx. I still manage to finish almost the whole bowl! :D Walk around bugis street, then take train home.

Today, woke up and throat super pain :( Not sore throat uh, but swallow saliva is painful :( Aww, craving for mac spicy now, but I'd promise baby no fast food today. Only foodcourt! :/ Oh well, I'll bear with it.

Okay, bye.

Understanding.

2009-12-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

Do you know what makes my smile stay and never go? It's you.

Hello!

Actually, today I'd plan to stay at home and not meet my baby. But then, ended up meeting for dinner :)

Staying at home without seeing my baby is so miserable. I mean, time passes so slow can! Like 1 minute = 1 hour -.- Intended to go simpang bedok eat. But then, I was craving for durians, so went to geylang for dinner instead. Spend almost an hour walking around geylang! Ohman, so many food there can :/ Ate prawn noodle in the end, not really nice though. Hm, then went to buy durians, then train home with baby :D Baby stay til 9 plus, then went to white sands :) Bid goodbye to him then I went to buy kfc, home aftermath.

Tomorrow going out with baby :) Okay, bye and goodnight.

To you:

Although you're the very irritating, very idiotic, very dumb. But then, you're still the world's greatest guy :) I love you.

Sometime.

2009-12-09T00:08:00.004+08:00

I love you, for who you are :)

Day out with baby is great, always as great. He came to meet me at pasir ris, then headed to downtown east :D Yes, we've decided to eat sakura! Went to play arcade first, then headed back for dinner. Pretty great I guess, quite nice. Bloated! -.-

Nicest food at sakura! But quite spicy :(

Walked to the time park aftermath, played the playground there. Swings! :D Played awhile then went to sit down. Heart-to-heart chats with baby is always great, I mean. It'd always let us understand each other more. Yes, indeed it did :) Left there at 9 plus, then headed to white sands. Bid goodbye to baby then I walked home. Reached home at 9 plus ^^

* Wanted to share the video. But then, the quality suck like shitx. So forget about it :D

I'm considering putting tagboard. Should I? Hm :) Bye bye! I'm freaking hungry now, going to eat. Goodnight and bye.

You know I love you. You know it well enough that I do :)

Love story.

2009-12-08T02:02:00.003+08:00

This is gonna last for a lifetime.

Decided to change my blog link. Oh well, there's no much reason. Just sick of my old one, ha.

Hm, today is another great day with my baby although I spend it at his house. Reached at 12 plus, bought lunch for him and stay at his house until around 5 plus. Went to west mall for dinner, wanted to have pastamania, but cancelled and have foodcourt instead. I still think foodcourt's pasta is so much nicer than pastamania -.- After dinner, went to arcade to play! :D After awhile, accompany baby to buy dinner for his grandpa, then homed! ^^

Tomorrow, I'm going to eat sakura with baby! :D Yep, he's treating me. Oh, and thursday shopping spree with the 70$ he's sponsoring me. Oh my, baby ah baby. I love you ultra lots! He he.

Okay, I'm turning in. Super sleepy now :) Goodnight! Photos up tomorrow.

Random~~~

You're enough.

2009-12-07T01:49:00.004+08:00

Contented with my life.

Days with you is always great, love you.

Hello! I've changed blogskin :) Removed my tagboard too. Hm, nobody spammed it. Just, don't feel like putting it ^^

So, had a great day spent with babyboy :D Actually was suppose to go fetch him from work, but he didn't went to work today. Met him at 5 pm for dinner at tampines, had hans and find it sort of nice but then, don't really like the enviroment there :/ Oh well.

Went walking around and played arcade, went to sasa at tampines 1 aftermath. Bought some facial masks and perfume :D Oh, babyboy sponsored. Saw something there as well which cost 66 bucks and babyboy kept asking me to get it -.- He knows, I know ^^

Sat outside tampines 1, chatted while babyboy smoke. Come out with crazy ideas of playing games, obviously the loser is my baby! HAHAHA. Yes, we're going shopping on tuesday! He's sponsoring me with 70 bucks! Good or what? Hee hee.

Oh man, don't you people find me such a small boy? Love it :} Know why is he laughing so happily? Because he's pinching the fats on my thigh! :@ For god's know, when he pinches my fats, he'd be there laughing to himself -.-

Well, it's getting late. I'm going to bed soon :) Heading over to babyboy's house tomorrow. Bye and goodnight! Shall update again. Ciaos~

Love me? Love me not?

Love.

2009-12-05T23:59:00.003+08:00

Tremendous changes.

Hello.

Today is great! Yes, totally awesome. Hm, met baby at outram park, then train to vivo to have western food! ^^ Aftermath, send baby to work at tanjong pagar. Train back to vivo to meet up with guoming :D

Service my phone, then accompany him to eat. Oh well, he treated me to eat carrot cake :) Coffee bean to have some coffee, he treated again. Hm, chats with him was totally great. Chat til like 7 plus 8 pm, then left there. Train to pasir ris, took photos and then, superdog to buy me dinner. Then, home sweet home :) Meeting him soon again! Next coffee meet up is me treating him :D

Best buddy :D

Oh well, right now baby is still working :( OT til 2 plus 3 in the morning, so boring. Can't talk to him now and I miss him!!! Can't wait to see him tomorrow, fetching him from work :D Good girlfriend he has -.-

Alright. Got to get going, bye and goodnight :D Lastly, do support my blogshop! www.shoppingmadness.weebly.com

Outing, chalet.

2009-12-04T22:11:00.010+08:00

As time passes by, I know that things is going to change.

Hello!

Ohwellx, I've so many things to update here. So please note that this is going to be a long long post! :D

2nd December 2009.

Last paper. Had beo paper, and I know I'd did it badly :/ I didn't study at all, yes. Not a single bit, just some reading through and that's it, went into the examination hall. Ended, some of them say it's easy, which I find it totally hard! Lol, forget it, it's the end of the paper. Got to wait patiently for the results then.

After school, went home with babyboy. Prepared and rush out of house to meet Amanda Lam and Sarah as we're late. Met the rest in train, then met theresa at hong kong cafe. Yea, went down to orchard. Walk around, then went to eat dinner at Yuki Yaki, bused to cityhall. Super sianx, the food there is so limited plus not really nice :/ Not going there to eat anymore, waste of money -.- Separate ways with babyboy, theresa and her boyfriend. While me and the rest went to take train towards pasir ris. Marilyn alighted at bugis, Chanel at eunos, Sarah at tanah merah, Wilson and Cherie at simei, Amanda Lim and Pearline at tampines, lastly, me and Amanda Lam at pasir ris. Bought newspaper and separate ways with her, reached home at 11 plus :)

Photos (Hong Kong Cafe)

Photos (Yuki Yaki)

Total bill!

3rd December 2009.

First day of chalet, didn't overnight :) Babyboy, Jeffrey, Wilson, and one more of babyboy's friend came to help to carry things over to chalet. I took cab with Wilson while the other 3 took the other. Reached chalet then know that cannot check in without mummy's IC. Fuck-tup, then me and babyboy walked to ws to meet mummy to get it. Checked in, use laptop, pack things then went to downtown to meet Theresa. Ate at nebo, then Sarah joined us. Played pool, learned! But then, I injured my pool two fingers :/ Sarah went off, then babyboy send me home then cab back to chalet :)

4th December 2009.

Second day of chalet, overnight :) Went to chalet at 10 plus, bought breakfast for them too. Eat, rest then cab to school to collect our sharksfins soup. Back, then lie on bed, drink soup, watch tv. Met Yt, M, and Kl outside the chalet, chatted about some matters. Almost quarreled, babyboy and Yt shouted at each other :( Sigh, feel so depressed at that time. Left, sat down with babyboy at some quiet place, chatted and cried :'( Wellx, hard to control. Dinner at pastamania aftermath. Arcade to join the rest and played pool afterthat. Back to chalet at 12 plus, joke around. Eat subway :D They played mahjong, I sat there and see til 4 plus. Went to sleep til 5 plus, cause babyboy pushed me. Then, sleep til like 10:40am. Checked out aftermath. Thanks babyboy, Wilson and Amanda Lim for helping me to carry things home! :D Home, changed and lunch with babyboy at ws. Homed, sleep through til around 6plus, woke up for dinner.

Finally done with posting! Sorry uh, didn't take photos during chalet :) Some stuffs cropped up during the chalet, but overall still fine ^^ Saw long-time-no-see friend.. Bryan :D Lol. Alright, it's late. Good night! :D Update more soon.

back :)

2009-11-30T16:25:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I'm back from Malaysia!

First day. Left house at 3 plus in the morning, all of us gathered downstairs while checking this and that. Stopped halfway through the journey for toilet breaks. Reached Genting at 10 plus in the morning :) Walked around, call baby. Then, check in only at 3 plus. Went to use computer, plurk and blogged. But deleted the post away. Then, dinner at some foodcourt, back to hotel to sleep. Nothing much on first day.

Second day. Woke up at 10 plus in the morning. Changed, prepared and went to the outdoor theme park! :D But didn't play alot cause I don't feel good :/ Ate at marrybrown, then back to hotel. Call baby using public phone, cause me a bomb! Lol. Then, back to hotel to take a nap. Til evening, dinner at some restaurant. Back, bought tee-shirt for babyboy, then went back to hotel to sleep.

Third day. Woke up at 9 plus in the morning, prepared and pack bags. Left hotel at 10, down to sunway lagoon. Fun fun and fun! Played til 6 in the evening, went to bath and went to the shopping mall there to eat dinner. Had buffet for dinner and it's nice! :D Left there at 8 plus at night, reached Singapore at 1 plus in the morning. Went to sleep at 2 plus.

Today. Waking up in a very very tired mode. Yes, wasn't feeling well. Since second day in Genting. Sore throat and flu was so bad that I can use up to half box of tissue when I was in car going back home! :( Very tired and sleepy, went to school. And my fuck-tup babyboy saw me and ask me the first question: why you look so shity today? Damn fuck right? I was already dying here and there is he asking me stupid question! :( Whatever it is, exam was pretty fine. Then, cafe 2 for lunch. Then, home sweet home!

Tomorrow. Last paper! Yes :D Then, going out with mates? Not sure yet. Else, I'm going to babyboy's house :)

Alright, bye! I'm going to sleep awhile first ^^

Being with you..

2009-11-26T20:39:00.003+08:00

It's now, or never.

Hello. I'm going to Genting tomorrow, will be back only on Sunday :) Gonna have fun, but then I know I'll miss babyboy badly when it reaches the night time! :( Leaving house later at 2 plus in the morning. Babyboy's accompanying chat til 1plus in the morning before he's going to sleep :)

So, today babyboy came over to find me. Met at tampines, bought movie tickets to new moon. Foodcourt for babyboy's lunch, then back for movie. Pretty nice! :D Can't wait for the next one, ha. Ended at around 6plus, wanted to had mac at tampines. But then, saw someone. So yea, train to whitesands for it instead ^^ Nice. Then, separate ways with babyboy at 7plus :(

To you.

I wanted to write a letter to you after I'm back from Malaysia. But then, I really wants the whole world to know how great you are to me.

After yesterday, I'd learnt and realised so many things. And that includes that love you'd for me. I often doubt how much you love me because you rarely shows it out. Yesterday, when I was about to leave your house after we'd a huge quarrel, the way you hold me back and hug me so tight makes me realise that, I'm in the wrong for just leaving your house without talking things out. When we walked out of your house, I cried so hard because I feel that you no longer understands me. Yet, when I see your tears dropping down, hugging me so tight, that's when I realise, it's me who don't understand myself. Not you who don't.

Thinking back, the past 6 months we spent together, I can never blame you for anything. Because, you're the one who's giving in the most. When I throw tantrum, you're the one pacifying me. When I'm angry of you for nothing, you'd be the one chasing after me asking me not to be angry. Yet, when you're angry, I'm accompanying you to be angry -.- Yea, childish moronic act :( But baby, please do know that you're the only one I love the most :)

Be it now or in future, you're the one I want to love! :D Yes, you and only you. You're the only one who can touched my heart deeply. I love you, my babyboy. More months to come up ya? Love you, dearest baby! :D I know you're smiling ^^

Bye, going off. Back on 4 dec to post :)

Tears.

2009-11-25T23:55:00.008+08:00

Cause, I'm going to stick with you forever.

Hello. As mentioned in my plurk, I'd cut my hair. Short? Yes, to me it's ultra short. But overall, still alright as I've too much damaged hair til mummy have no choice but to cut it off. Yea, I look like this now! Don't laugh alright! People says I look younger, woohoo! :D Long or short? Comment pleaseeeeee ^^

Monday, 23rd Nov 09.

Hm, went to school alone. Babyboy woke up late, that's why. Hm, went for 15 minutes of beg, then went for bpf. Hate that fucking old man to the core manz! Forget to bring thumbdrive then say I got no sense of responsibility, that fucker! -.- Went off, trained to babyboy's house. Bought lunch for me, him and his grandpa :} Stayed til like 4plus, left his place for home ^^

Tuesday, 24th Nov 09.

Went to school as usual. Hm, for 2 hours only. Then, share cab with theresa and joycelyn. They alighted at cs while me and babyboy went to e!hub for lunch :) Had new york new york, cause the voucher is expiring soon, so had it :D Pretty nice, the serving is quite big also -.- Then, met mummy at whitesands, trained to lavender, separate ways with babyboy. Collected passport and I seriously look shitty inside :( Then, bugis street. Bought a shoe and bag! :D Dte for dinner at just acia, then cab home ^^

Wednesday, 25th Nov 09.

Give school a miss as I find that going school is wasting my time -.- Woke up, bath and went over to babyboy's place :) Bought mac for lunch. Eat, sleep. Then woke up, somethings happened. Big big quarrel :'( Blahblahblah, then it's fine already ^^ West mall for dinner, then singtel to but prepaid card so I can contact babyboy when I'm over at genting! :D Left at 7plus, whitesands to buy green apple green tea, then homed ^^

Tomorrow babyboy coming over to find me :) Movie? Probably. Not sure yet, shall see how! ^^ Alright, I'm going off now :D Update only on 5th Dec as I'm coming back on 29th Nov, 30th and 1st having exams, and lastly, 2th to 4th having chalet! :D Shall see whether I'm free to update on 4th dec :D Shall see how! Bye and goodnight ^^

Babyboy, I love you.

Truly, from the bottom of my heart :)

And, my love letter tomorrow!

I no longer think about it. Good? Bad?

Hi love.

2009-11-22T23:52:00.007+08:00

I'm a happy girl ^^

Hello , I've been quite busy this few days . So I'd not been updating my blog :) Didn't intend to blog today , but since I've nothing to do now at such a late timing , I'm here ! Oh , btw . I'd closed my geo lens #1 on 20th Nov with 12 pairs , including one pair for myself ! Green is the sex yo ! :D

So , exams is coming up is a week's time ! Fast , ain't it ? And then , it's holiday time ! I'm so going to work , but just don't know what job to get . Babyboy and mummy asked me to be a model since I'm tall . And the pay is pretty good for one project , considering . Admin ? Hai , can't find any :( As for sales and others , it's definitely out of the question :)

Hm , needless to say , I've been spending my time out with my babyboy :) So yes , won't be updating what I'd done . Just went out , walk walk , nothing much :D

I'll be so busy the coming weeks . Not in singapore from 27th to 29th of nov , 30th and 1st dec is my exams and lastly , 2nd to 4th dec is babyboy's chalet . Gonna enjoy enjoy enjoy ! Gossip is definitely not missed out :D Yay , most of them are coming ! ^^

K , bye . It's 1:30 am now . Nights . There's school tomorrow ! Last 4 days of school , happy me :D

Hey love , don't you worry okay . I'd be smiling from now on ! Love you :D

Yes , I'd start to take things easily .

Not bothering about it , I guess that's the only thing left for me to do .

Given up ? No , I didn't . I just learn to take things lightly :)

Let nature takes the courses ? Yea , that's the only thing left .

6th chapter

2009-11-20T23:59:00.007+08:00

6th Chapter :)

Never-ending.

My babyboy, today marks our 6th monthsary. Yes, this relationship isn't too long neither is it too short. Time spent with you is great, totally awesome. Yes, I know I've the world's weirdest attitude and temper. But also, you're the only one who could tolerate all the shitz from me. Baby, every little things you said are kept in my heart. Remember the latest letter you wrote to me? I'd literally read it every night before I went to sleep. Please don't ever say I'm sick. But really, reading it makes me feel so assured :) That letter tells me that, even if there's no one else who's willing to be there, you'll still be there. Without you, there's definitely no such a me today. Without you, I'd definitely still be sticking to that man. I suppose you'd know how much I love you ya, the sms tells it all. You're the most wonderful guy I'd ever met. Each and every month, you'd be telling me that there will definitely be more months coming up for month, you know I love hearing it. You know it well enough! :D Yes, I feel so assured each time you said that. And, that's when I realise, how much I'd love you :) Baby, Happy 6th Monthsary!

In short, I'd an enjoyable day with baby. Fun-filled day, plus photos day! :D Singapore flyer, then popeyes for dinner, then city hall shopping centres for some window shopping, tampines to buy ***, then homed :)

Some photos only:-

And lastly, me and monkey! Fake one, btw.

Bye, and goodnight! :D

Happy love,

2009-11-19T23:17:00.004+08:00

You're just like my happy pills.

- Without you, I can't smile.

Hello! I've closed my geo lens #1 :) Although with just 7 pairs, at least I made some business. Was ultra happy. Wellz, currently waiting for my supplier's reply. Then will make payment to her asap!

Yesterday, which is 18th November. Actually planned to go to pe lesson since it's the last lesson. Called my babyboy up and went back to sleep. 7:45am, he's still at home. So I was like, let's don't go already. Since it's late already plus I'm still sleepy. 8:30am called babyboy up, but he didn't pick up. Called til 9:30am, I cab down to his house. Once I reached, then he picked up! -.- Yea, missed calls of 35 times.

Trained to school, missed beo lesson again. Reached school at 12pm, once step into class. Class ended! -.- Went to campus for lunch with babyboy and wilson while the rest ate at cafe 1. Studied a while then went to find the rest at cafe 1, studied again. Then off to class for bpf test :) Find it pretty easy though. Hope can win that proud shitz! Ended, bused to tanah merah. Reached pasir ris then last minute train back to tampines. Lol. Walked around tampines and left there at around 5plus 6pm for home :)

Today, which is 19th November. Had bpf presentation :) Yea, pretty bad :( Beo lesson was next, test test and test. Very stress. Exams is coming up in just like 2 weeks time! Didn't went for poa. Went to tamp with mates for lunch, wanted to have pizza hut. But like got 13 people, so changed to pastamania instead. Ate, then separate ways with them, while me, babyboy and wilson went to walk around at century square. Back to tampines mall, bid good bye to wilson. Fairprice to buy some stuffs, then went to watch movie. A pretty nice movie :) Quite touching though. Ended at 5plus, walk around at tm and t1. Spotted one bag that I like so much. But babyboy scared I might regret, so tomorrow walk around at other place, see if there's others I like :) Dinner at kfc and then, left tampines at 8plus. Hsh at 9plus :)

Tomorrow, it's me and babyboy's 6th month yo! :D It's gonna be a fun-filled day. Singapore flyer!!! My babyboy will know how exciting I am :D And tomorrow's post will be full of pictures yo. Hahahahaha.

Alright, shall end here :) Bye and goodnight.

Once again,

2009-11-17T23:51:00.005+08:00

My babyboy, I'd be smiling if I'd see your smile.

- You're the greatest gift that god had gave me :)

Hello! I'd revert back to the old background. Ohwellz, I'm pretty tired of seeing the same black background everyday-.-

So yes, yesterday's lesson starts at 10am, me and my babyboy reached on time! :D Kinda had a tiff, til poa lesson then fine. Break, separate eat with mates cause no space. Then went for our beg common test. Hm, it's pretty easy for me. Last minute revision do helps! Ha. But most of the questions are common sense though, hopefully I can score well and win that proud shitz :D After that, cvc to change babyboy's address, then homed :)

Today, I didn't went to school. Likewise for babyboy :D Yes, I traveled over to his house and study. We did really study alright! ^^ West mall for pastamania at 4 plus, then trained home :)

Tomorrow, there's bpf common test. Ohwellz, I hope I can do well too. I didn't really study, didn't really listen to mr tay's class too. His lessons is way too boring, btw -.- Arghz, let's just hope for the best then :) And I'm going to be a good girl, attending sw lesson!

I can't wait for friday to come. It's me and babyboy's half year together :D Yea, sitting singapore flyer and catching 2012. Can't wait for it ^^ Photo and more photos ! :D

Alright, til then. Ciaoz.

As time passes, every little things start to fade away.

And, my feelings is included.

People says, time heals everything?

But, it's not healing it, at all.

Never again,

2009-11-15T23:10:00.004+08:00

Hello! Been busy + lazy to update blog the past few days, that explains. Ha.

Wednesday,

Went to pe! Yes, reached school at 9am :D Then ate at cafe 2 with my baby, beo at 10am, then follows by poa at 11am. School ended at 1pm because mr tay in on mc, so went to simei with mates for lunch at long john. Then train with pearline, zhiyin and baby, both of them alighted at tampines while I alight at ws. Baby trained all the way back to jurong :)

Thursday,

School was at 9am, but I overslept. So went to school at 10am instead, beo lesson then 2 hours of break, no poa lesson. Ate with mates at campus heaven. Quarreled so badly with baby! :( Stadium, cry, sit, talk. Beo make up lesson, went in and out of class. Thanks pearline for accompanying me :) Staircase to sit. Cried like a fucking dog. Baby came out and give me a hug, everything is fine :D Back to beo, then career fair at 3pm. Go in, go out. Walk to simei with baby. Trained home :)

Friday,

No school :) Didn't went to find baby either. Early morning, wake up and bath. Lavender with mummy and both sis to renew our passport. Then, train down to bugis for steamboat, I requested it! Lol. But it's raining, wanted to eat other food. But then, I suggested running across the road. And we did -.- Ate, then I alighted at eunos while they went home. Meet my baby, raining too. Accompany baby go eat, then walk over to mdis for interview. Cock interview anyway -.- Ended up, I didn't want the job. Because it's like sales, I don't like. Dinner at bugis, some turkish food and shesha. I tried, and no doubt, I coughed. First time coughed, second time tried also coughed -.- Left bugis at 8plus 9pm, some stuffs happened. Then.. Baby send me home :) Reached home at 10plus.

Saturday,

Didn't meet up with baby. Wanted to, but cancelled cause he's meeting his friends to celebrate birthday. Stayed at home til 6plus, went to my cousin's 21st birthday chalet. E!hub to buy cup walker, called baby on and off, smsing on and off :) Stayed til 12plus, went home.

Today,

Went to baby's house, reached at 2plus with milk tea and food for him. Stayed til his parents came home, we left to jurong east. Library to meet baby's friend, jeffrey. Studied, chatted til 6plus, walked over to imm for dinner at ajisen. Didn't had much appetite though. Watsons to buy my foundation, don't feel well. So requested of going home. End up, dragged til 8plus then leave imm. Bid goodbye to jeffrey, me and baby walk over to mrt station. Reached home with some dinner at 9plus :)

Tomorrow,

There's beg common test yet I haven't study. Best best best! Hope it turns out easy though. After common test, going to bugis with baby and jeffrey to shop for baby's top and maybe mine? Heehee. Going to psycho babyyyy :D

Alrighto, I'll be back again. It's getting late now. Bye and goodnight! Good luck for those taking beg common test tomorrow! Including myself :D

New items

2009-11-12T18:04:00.004+08:00

NEW ITEMS UP!

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2. Customized polotees.

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friends?

2009-11-10T23:55:00.004+08:00

You shall always be my best partner.

Hello. Support me at my blog shop okay! :D www.shoppingmadness.weebly.com

Soooo, here is a update of what I did yesterday and today! ^^

Yesterday, start of a new week! School was as usual, had some beg revision lecture. Common test and exams are all coming up, pretty soon. Like next monday? How soon, ha. Hm, bpf was next and didn't listen to teacher at all, his lessons is always boring! Then poa, standard, mrs tan will be asking why didn't we attend her friday's lessons. And all my answers are, we overslept. Ha. Then, cafe 2 with mates for lunch. And lastly, baby's house :D

Actually collecting my lens, but the person couldn't make it at the very last minute. So me and baby u-turn back to jurong, imm for dinner. Left there at 7 plus, train home.

Today, phase test 2. Yes, pretty great I suppose. Met wilson in school, rehearsed a few times and when it's our turn, I suddenly feel so nervous-.- Stage fright, I suppose. HAHAHA. Then, beo lesson, didn't sit with baby cause we're in different group. Had progress test 9, still pretty good, at least I passed. Tampines with mates for macdonalds, nice.

Baby's the photographer. Make a guess who's the one without the face?! HAHAHA.

Hm, after that, they went to tampines 1 while me and baby left first. His house, and I don't know why I keep running toilet, but can't come out anything-.- Left his house at around 6 plus, waiting for guoming at mrt station as the seller is studying in republic poly too, so asked him to collect for me! :D Thanks bud ^^ Train home aftermath.

Alright, it's time for bed. Good night!

Hey bud, thanks alot for your help aye. I feel so sorry when weifeng told me that you lost your way, but in the end.. You keep die die say you've a good sense of direction-.- Wellz, dinner's on me the next time we meet ^^ Remember uh, the 'ai mei' ah, you know I know can liao! HAHAHA. Ohmy, I'd totally forgotten you're a loanshark, HAHAHA. Hm, lastly..

Best of luck for your exams tomorrow! ^^

it's never enough

2009-11-08T23:10:00.003+08:00

It's never enough.

Last minute decision of meeting baby . Left house at 2 plus , reach bugis at around 3 pm . Was super pissed off by baby , cause he make me wait for 20 minutes ! Yea , shop around and bought one wallet for myself . Okay , baby pay . Hee hee . Baby bought a slipper , I pay . Hm , at least both of us got some stuffs back home ! Then walk around bugis street to hunt for shorts . Yay , next saturday shoppinggggg ! Getting a couple shirt with baby too . Hee hee . Then sitting flyer on our half year ! Can't wait .

Hm , walk to fu lu shou's foodcourt for dinner . Walk halfway , suddenly rain lo ! -.- Eat , then walked back . Got some car accident . My baby also cute , immediately call his mummy buy 4d lo ! -.- Walk there to see see , kpo . Lol . Then , walk back . Bugis street again to see see shorts , then train home . Reached home at 7 plus :)

Actually collecting my contact lens today , but was rather pissed off with the seller ! Say 6:30 pm, then change to before 9 pm . End up , say arrange other day . Like , wtf . So I was like , okay nevermind .. I'll get from other people . Nb , she still say me sia . Like last minute order , then expect her to give me today . Cannot meet , don't want say ! -.- So didn't get from her . Getting from other people , at least much more polite lo . Yes , end up getting purple lens :) Collecting tomorrow !

Okay , shall end here . It's pretty late already , good night !

date.

2009-11-08T00:12:00.003+08:00

Cause , you're the best I can ever have .

Hellooooo ! Today is great :D Met baby 3 pm , at outram park . Trained to habourfront together , had some japan ramen kind of thing . Then , train to tiong bahru :) Walk around , then decided to watch movie , paranormal activity . I swear it's fucking scary . Even baby said that it's scary lo , first horror movie he say it's scary ! I nearly pee on my shorts , like serious . I don't even dare to step into the toilet after the movie can -.- After that , basement to see watches , but just nice the shop never open ! Waste my time . Then walked to some market for dinner :) Eat until damn full , really full until can vomit kind ! And I damn fat sia , my tummy . Cannot make it ! :(

Bus back to tiong bahru plaza , psycho baby buy me a top in bus . Ha . And I managed to ! Hee hee . Actually say I'll only buy a top at 15 bucks . But ended up , the top cost 24 bucks . Lol . Left tiong bahru at 8 plus nearing 9 pm , train home :) One fucking joke , I don't even dare to close eyes when I was washing my face . I'm wondering how am I suppose to get to sleep tonight manzxzxzx ! :(

Tomorrow not meeting baby , staying at home ^^ Bye for now , it's getting lateeee ! Good night :D

it's never enough

2009-11-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

Loopholes ? I somehow knew that you'd be saying it :)

- I don't know whether will things get back to the past like how we used to , although it's like kind of impossible . But yes , I hope things will be so fine for you ya . There's no point of me replying your post that you replied me since you've deleted it away . Smile ya :) Let nature takes the courses . (L)

Hi ! Today is just like any other day , spending it with my baby :D It's just so great having my time spent with him . Give school a miss , 1 hour lesson only . Lol . Travel all the way to baby's house :) He such a sweet boy ! I was craving for iced chocolate but then the macdonalds at his house there don't have , so he wake up at 10 plus and bus over to west mall to buy it ! ^^ Reached at 11 plus , eat then sleep . For about 2 hours ? Then wake up , wash up . Imm for pepper lunch , cotton on to buy a grey top and baby bought a grey shirt too , but I forgot at which shop . Giant to buy longans and home .

Tomorrow I'm going to habourfront with baby to eat and tiong bahru to see some watches :) Another day with baby .

Can't wait for 27th Nov to come ! Going to don't know which part of malaysia , it's gonna be fun and fun and fun :D But two things , I'm going to miss baby badly . And another , that fucker is going ! :( Ha , whatever . Just nice , when I come back , the next day is exam ! -.-

Okok , bye for now ^^

dream?

2009-11-05T19:46:00.004+08:00

Today is very happening , everything seems like it was just a dream . A very bad dream , I suppose . Things wasn't as smooth as it is suppose to be :( Although everything isn't still alright for me , but still .. Thanks mates for making me smile ! ^^ Esp my baby , you all are so loved by me :) So glad we're in one group now , really !

Beo presentation is full of shit . I was very angry , and I just left the class when teacher is giving some comments . I seriously cannot stand it :'( Sarah and amanda run out and look for me and make me smile again ! :) Baby come aftermath and went back to class together ^^ Poa , then lunch at cafe . One of the lights went off and it's on fire . And we just sat down not long to buy food -.- We still sit super close to the light -.- Yes , we were like retards taking our food and go out of the cafe ! Went to the back of the cafe , finish up our food :) Gossip about (fillinthename) , super funny sia ! Lol . Pm1 class , then end at 2 plus , walk to simei with baby . Starbucks for coffee , then home .

Baby's house tomorrow , hopefully I won't breakdown into tears tomorrow :'( Sigh , mood is really very awful now . But one thing that cheers me up ! Baby is buying for me that bag that I want :D Loved .

Every little things I say here might leave a deep mark into your heart , but I'm still going to say . Because it's you who ask me to speak out what's on my mind . Yes , I shall not deny . I put boyfriend first . Do you know how it feels when , we know something yet you don't know ? But I know you can never feel it , because you'll always be updated . I read back all your past posts , don't mind it please . Your sundays is always your boyfriend day , so I do have a boyfriend day too . Infact , every single day is my boyfriend day . Cause , I see him everyday . But , that doesn't mean I don't care ? You remember that time you all say I treat you all as spare tyres ? I'm really upset at that time . When I talk to you all , you all think that because wf not around , then I talk to you all . Then I stop doing that , even if wf is around or not , I also never talk . Then ? Become I don't care . You say that you won't say who tells you all those shit things , so I didn't force you . I merely say that I'm no longer interested to know , and now , things become this way ? I really have no idea how to explain to you , because I really find it hard to make you believe . Even if me and him break up one day , don't worry .. You won't be treated as spare tyre . I hate it when people say I treat them as spare tyres when I didn't ! Feelings ? Not only you feel this way ? I don't know what to add on , seriously . Even if the other two didn't ask what happen , they'd still be standing by you and supporting you , right ? I'm super hurt when you say the last few sentence in your blog , now you know who's more worthy . So yes , that means I'm not worthy ? Okay , I shall not speak more . Let nature takes the causes , ya ?

NEW ITEMS !

2009-11-04T22:47:00.009+08:00

NEW ITEMS UP !

Selling at only 23 bucks , other blogshop selling at 25 bucks and above ! Capping at only 5 :) Waiting time is about 1 - 2 weeks .

Cher Bag

I'm thinking of selling this bag at only 26 bucks , capping at only 5 . Yes ? No ? Please kindly give me a vote , thank you ! Your kindness is much appreciated by me :)

Personal faves !

Bag is only selling at 22 bucks , the full set of clothes is only selling at 28 bucks ! Other blogshop is like selling at 30 bucks and above . So grab yours here ! All capping at 5 only :) Waiting time is approximately 2 - 3 weeks . Cap it with your friends to avoid longer waiting time ! :)

This oversize tee is pretty isn't it ? Can wear it with a legging , skinny , or even shorts . Selling at $14.50 per piece , get it together with your friends and get a cheaper rate . The price can be as low as $13.50 per piece ! Capping at 5 too ^^ Waiting time is approximately 2 - 4 weeks . Cap it with your friends to avoid longer waiting time ! :) Different designs , can mix and match ^^

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Hello , hm .. Do support me ya ? :D Help to vote , please !!! ^^ Today was awesome ! Yup , baby wasn't late , expected anyway :) School and it was pretty fine , headed to tampines with mates for lunch at subway . Yes , I don't usually eat subway :/ Lol . Then , bought mr bean's ice cream , ate only abit . Cause it taste kinda weird though ? Ha . Back to school for the school of business day event . Say 2 pm start , drag until 3:30 pm also haven't start -.- So left there , cafe 1 with baby , pearline and zhiyin . They accompany me eat :D Then separate ways with pearline and zhiyin , me and baby went to take train home ^^

I'm so freaking happy ! Confirmed opening chalet this coming year already , at aranda country club !!! It's on 2 Dec to 4 Dec , looking forward to it ! :D Hm , going to malaysia on 27th Nov , looking forward to it too ! ^^ Hee hee . Will see and decide who to call at a later date :)

School's at 8 am tomorrow , but I doubt I can reach that early . Beo's presentation tomorrow , yet me and baby don't know what to say or do during the presentation ? Lol ? Funny right ? -.- HA ! Bye for now .

I really find this a total bullshit .

It really shows how much you understand me , ya ?

People change , for either the bad or the good .

I've not change to the bad , I'm just changing back to who I am suppose to be .

And not being taken advantage of , each and everytime .

Since you no longer care , why should I ?

Why should I be the one , taking the first step to talk to you first ?!

You're always the best , in people's eyes . Me ? Total bullshit . Yes ?

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2009-11-03T14:04:00.002+08:00

Hello !

Updated on my blogshop , many stuffs selling more cheaper now . From 24 bucks cut to 18 bucks only ! Do check it out ya ? Any enquiries can ask me me me through msn , mail , and phone :D www.shoppingmadness.weebly.com , buy it with your friends to get a cheaper rate :)

So yes , yesterday school was as per normal :) Ate at cafe 2 , then class .. Ended at 12 plus , went to jurong with hunny to interview . Hm , pretty great I suppose ? Shall wait for the person to contact me again . Hunny's house aftermath , stayed til 4 plus , west mall for mos burger :D Then left for home at 5 plus , reached home at 6 plus .

Night time , I received a order :) Yes , that makes me ultra uber happy ! And the first customer is marilyn !!! I'm soooooo happy lo , seriously . Hee hee . And yeetheng's considering getting few items from me . Wow , I'm so over the moon now ! ^^ Slept at 1 plus .

Today , I didn't go to school . Likewise for hunny too . He was about to leave house , then I called him and ask him go back sleep . Was very tired , totally no strength to stand up though :/ Slept til around 1pm , call hunny and ask him stay home and rest , no need come find me . But he wants ! HAHAHA , heart happy uh . Lol . Now waiting for him to come , then we're going to e!hub for movie :)

So now , bye ! Will update blog soon ya . Stay tune ! Pictures up soon :)

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2009-11-02T00:50:00.002+08:00

NEW ITEMS UP !

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Bpf presentation tomorrow , hopefully mr tay won't comment too much . Not in great mood recently though , I'm just afraid I'd be scolding him back if he comment too much . HA !

Me and my hunnywong no longer quarrels , so much . Yes , he's giving in more than I do recently and I seriously love it ! Hee hee .

Back to post soon :) Please support my blogshop !!! www.shoppingmadness.weebly.com

Thank you ! Lurbe dipz dips , hee hee . Bye and good night ! :)

honeybaby .

2009-11-01T02:44:00.003+08:00

Hi ! Hm , I've open a new blogshop , please do support me ! :D First 20 customers will be entitled with discounts ! So ya , go and take a look ya ? No harm viewing it though :) www.shoppingmadness.weebly.com

Hm , have been busy designing and updating my blogshop , hopefully there's customers ! :) Currently , the time is 3:51 am , so I will do a quick post about today .

Today was an awesome day ! I met up with my honeywong at bugis , was freaking hungry . So went to coffeebean to buy some puff to eat . Caught 'Jennifer's body' at 3:15 pm , a nice show . Although it's kinda freaking me out . Ended at 5 plus , had dinner at food junction . Then , left to take train cause he's meeting his friend for late dinner . He take train with me til lavender , then he alighted . I reached kallang , called him to wait for me . Cause I don't feel like going home :( Yes , I cried when I tell him I don't want to go home :'( Hm , then trained all the way to joo koon , honeywong alighted at jurong while I take all the way back to pasir ris :) Reached pasir ris at 8 plus nearing 9 pm . Ws to buy late dinner and , bused home .

Tomorrow , I'll be staying at home . Hm , will touch up my bpf project and to do some updates on my blogshop ! :D So yes , please do support ! Hee hee .

Alright , I'll be back on monday :) Bye and goodnight !

:)

2009-10-30T23:00:00.003+08:00

I love you ,

Hello ! There's no school today , so went to baby's house . Hm , he's such a sweet boy , went to buy breakfast for me despite sleeping as late as 2 am . Cause I'm craving for hotcakes and sausage meal from mac , and I'm afraid that I won't reach before 11 am , so he's sweet enough to buy it for me ! :D Hm , reached at 11 plus , eat , watch dvd then sleep . Was very very tired though :/ He played ps2 while I slept :) Sleep til 4:30 pm , then wash up , left for imm at 5 plus .

Had ajisen for dinner , and I seriously can't stand the stupid manager ! Talk to someone like the person at malaysia ! Shout so fucking loud lah -.- Irritating . And I seriously don't know she's a girl until I saw that name tag . Really ! HAHAHA . Walked around and baby is so nice to buy me 2 tops :) Then giant to buy longans ! Left imm at around 8 plus , and slight rain -.- Walk super fast , separate ways with baby . Ws to buy some finger food , then walk home . Slight rain again -.- And I fell down , best right ? Lucky no people ! :( And my butt is so poor thing , lol . Hsh at 9 plus :)

Tomorrow , movie date with baby ! :D So yes , more photos with baby I hope . Lol , everytime ask him take photos , he'll give one stupid face . I've one photo of him with a really stupid face ! Shall post it up tomorrow :) And this post's picture is already stupid enough -.-

Tags Reply :

Pearline : Ya lah. Theresa always bully me.. =(
Reply : - Wa lao , you first day know her ah ? So evil one ?!! HAHAHA .

Pearline : Hahas, relax, everyone hate him too./ --> Theresa, yea. Love you too, hahas. Later she jealous! =D
Reply :- Lol ! Wah , if you see that stupid face of his , you confirm cannot eat for 3 days ! Hahaha . I think you'll be dead on monday ? You betrayed zy !!! HAHAHA .

Theresa : Cheys ! PS lah Pearline . She use this '`' & reply us -.- How i know sia . Don't cry lah , my qingaide . Love u many many <33>
Reply : - Another sarah ! So many baby lah , qingaide lah , still got what ?!! Lol . I think she knows already ?! LOL .

Z : THERESA LOW MEI WEI! HOW CAN YOU BETRAY ME! FLIRT WITH OTHER PEOPLE!
Reply : - Wow , relax girl ! Let's go poke the third party pearline on monday ?! Hm , good idea ? HAHAHA .

Z : I HATE KS TO THE MAX TOO!
Reply : HAHAHAHA ! Yes , that proud stupid bird ! >.<

Marilyn : mi too!! I'm HIS NUMBER 1 HATER.
Reply: - Relax ! You not everytime in class , never see his face when he know he get highest in class . Wtf , feel like punching him !!!

BabyWong : Lol all of you super funny uh
Reply : - Hey baby , how about I open a blog for 'KS's hater' only ?! HAHAHA .

Sarah : I am here to tag. Hi Tiffany, my name is Sarah and I'm 17. Hahaha.
Reply : - Hi sarah ! Hm , you should shout you dislike KS more in class ! :D :D :D

Nothing is fair.

2009-10-29T20:19:00.005+08:00

I want to be yours , for a lifetime .

My mood is very bad right now , due to some certain reasons . Sigh , just one phrase I could say , nothing is fair in this fucking world . Yes , nothing !

On a much more happier note , everything went smoothly today :) Hm , meet baby , buy green apple green tea , then cab to school . Too tired . Lol . Then bpf , followed by beo . During beo , chiong finish pm1 report and powerpoint . Then , poa and followed by break . Break with classmates were pretty great though ^^ And last lesson , pm1 . Presented and yes , it's over ! Still got 2 more lessons and I'm done with pm1 , hopefully I can pass though .

Finish school , accompany baby to irfan's house to take some ps2 games . Fuck , I seriously dislike KS ! -.- Hate him , hate him , hate him . See his arrogant face , feel like boxing him with my 'strong' fist ! So yes , collected the games , then over to e!hub for buddy hoagies :D Nice , hee . Then , walked to where me and ~~fat~~ used to sit , chatted and then , moved place cause too many ants . Sort of had a tiff , but those stupid tiffs though . Laugh while quarreling , damn stupid ! -.- Left there at 6 plus nearing 7 pm , ws to buy milk tea then walk home :)

There's no school tomorrow ! Yipeeeeeee . Going to baby's house :D Bye and goodnight , might not be updating often . Due to certain reasons ! :@

- Happy 17th Birthday girl ! Hope you enjoyed , although it seems like not on your blog . But whatever it is , smile ya ? :)

Love.

2009-10-28T19:56:00.007+08:00

Hi , I didn't go to school today . I bet I've missed out alot of fun ? Anyway , actually wanted to go school . But then , I call my little-pig until I'm super unhappy , then decided not to go to school . Train over to his house , slept , woke up and had mac .

Stayed at his house , watch dvd , eat canned longans , then fight . Yes , we fight . For fun , but I'm so going to have internal injury ! -.- Lol . Was tired , so requested to take cab . Baby send me to take cab , then he went home . On the way , that taxi driver keep burp and burp and burp . And it's so smelly ! Never even say sorry lo ! :( Ws to buy my dinner , then hsh :)

There's school tomorrow ! At 9 am , and what's worst .. There's pm1 presentation , which I've no idea how to present about it ? Lol . Hope there's no school on friday !! :D Sudden craving for durians . Baby , pleaseeeeeee , hee hee .

Okay , bye and goodnight . Post tomorrow :)

- Happy 17th Birthday :) Hope you enjoyed ya .

Words .

2009-10-27T20:35:00.004+08:00

For a lifetime , I promise .

Hi . I'm back here to post :) Yes , things is pretty fine now . But however , I'm still affected by all these that happen . Shall need some time to get it over , I suppose .

Anyway , today is great . Beg , write script . Was super unhappy with the library computer , cause I type halfway , everything gone ! :( Then beo , which is also the last lesson . Start unit 9 , but then I didn't listen much . Sort of quarrel with baby in class , sigh . Walk to simei , quarrel quarrel and quarrel . I really find the both us fucking hilarious . Have you people see any couples quarrel while laughing ? When both of us is no longer angry , we still act one angry and continue fighting ! Wtf , I seriously find us damn funny . 'Quarrel' for around one hour , then decided to go eat cause both of us is hungry -.- Funny ? I think so too . HAHAHAHA .

Ate at foodcourt , then wanted to go back . But something caught my eye ! A huge huge blanket , okay . I first thought that it is a towel , and baby say it's a carpet ! -.- But the person tell us is blanket . Lol . I wanted it , but baby not enough . So he went to draw . Cause normally he won't touch his bank money , so I ask him why he want to draw . He say , because I do something wrong mah . So , first thought is .. Okay , you're buying for me . Ya , say nice nice is buy for me ma . After pay money and stuffs , he say .. Okay , now you owe me 30 bucks . I was like , WTF ?!! Ain't he suppose to buy it for me to make it up for what he did wrong ?! Lol . And I didn't want to post this out , is he ask me to -.- Trained home , then baby went home too :) Slept til 6 plus , wake up for dinner . Steamboat ! :D

School is starting at 8 am tomorrow . But I doubt we can reach that early . 8:30am I suppose ? Lol . And baby will never be late again ! :D He know , I know .

P/S: I hate KS ! :@

Bye .

Sweet , bitter .

2009-10-26T23:31:00.004+08:00

The once lost feeling , is back once again .

Yesterday night + Today morning was horrible , totally unbearable . Some stuff occurs at home , which makes me cry like a mad dog because I quarrel with my mum . Cried and cried and cried , call baby , and he accompany me awhile :') Finally doze off , but couldn't sleep well , don't know why either . I might need a longer time to get out of this shadow , but I know I'm going to do it . Because , I'm Tiffany :)

As I have mention , today morning was horrible , don't expect something nice up here for the moment . I went to school as usual , baby called and I immediately dropped tears . But yes , was pretty fine aftermath . Bpf , and I don't know why I will break down upon hearing baby's voice , sigh . So I left school , went to outram to meet baby . I feel so stupid , when I kept dropping tears , passer-by(s) keep looking at me :( The minute I saw baby , I cried and cried and cried . But was better after baby tease me ^^ He brought me to have lunch cause I was hungry , while walking to the coffeeshop , we spotted a cat . It's just a random cat , but then , that cat was sitting with leg wide open ! Just like human suntanning ? Super hilarious ! Anyway , ate and then some random void deck to slack awhile . Baby send me to take bus 124 , then he left to the exam school for his english paper :) Saw yeetheng and michelle at ws , they asked me out but I turned them down . Cause I was very tired and I have no mood . Hsh at 2 plus .

Baby called me after his 1st paper , he told me he's pretty upset and stuffs . Which makes me decided to go over to baby's place to surprise him :) Left house at 5 plus , baby called halfway when I was taking train . So I was like lie to him , say I'm busy and stuffs . Lol . Reached his place at 6 plus , and waited for him til like nearing 7 pm ? Give alot of stupid excuses , but still , he managed to know that I'm outside his house ! Stupid , he's too clever la -.- Stayed at his house , then his dad buy dinner for us :) Stayed til 8 plus , baby send me to take cab . Ws to buy 'superdog' then , bused home .

Yes , a pretty bad day for me , yet a sweet ending :) My baby's the best , of all ^^ Bye and goodnight , tv time ! Then , bedtime :)

2009-10-25T22:08:00.007+08:00

Never enough , of your love .

I'm super upset now :( Shall explain why later , happy things first !

Today was awesomeeee ! Woke up at 10 plus , help baby look for the report writing format in case it is tested tomorrow :) Bath and rush out to meet guoming , water rise to buy chicken bites ! Very very nice leh , so tempting ! ^^ Met michelle at mrt station , trained over to tampines . Collected cake and then , pizza hut to wait for yeetheng and kailian to turn up :D Yes , had pizza hut but I didn't finish it . Cause too spicy , until my stomach is painful :( Cut cake time ! Yea , the cake is niceeeee . I like ^^ Durian one , from emi cake some more ! Hahaha .

Took photos ! :D - Group photo still with yeetheng , will post it up when I got it from her :)

Went to changi airport by train aftermath :) Yes , planned to go ikea , but cancelled . So changi airport instead ! First time take train there , didn't know what mrt station so big ! HAHAHA . I keep bugging them to let me buy ice cream , but they keep ignored me ! :( Joke around with them , especially with lee min ho ! Wah lao eh , cannot stand . Keep laugh only ! Each-a-cup to buy milk tea , and the funny part is almost there ! HAHAHA . Okay , walk halfway , guoming suddenly spill his whole cup of drink . And he said something , which makes all of us laugh like siao lang . Okay , not going to post the conversation out between him and yeetheng , super funny plus abit abit abit sick . Like just some pink healthy worm ? Lol .

Yes , all my faces ! Still got a few more , but don't want to post all ! One by one in future posts :) Lol . Left there at 5 plus , separate ways with them , take train while they take bus . Ws to buy burger , walk home .

Tomorrow , I'll be a lonely girl in school :( But as pearline say , still got them ^^ Sigh , and I can't meet baby tomorrow too . Which makes me super duper ultra uber sad :( Really ! Just now when he tell me tomorrow his last paper ends at 5:40 pm , I nearly cry okay ! Today I didn't see him , is already bad enough . Tomorrow can't see him too :( Sigh , two days !!!

Hai , nevermind . Hairband tomorrow ? Hm . Bye and goodnight .

2009-10-24T22:44:00.003+08:00

It's good , to have a change :)

Hello ! Today was a fruitful day ^^ Hm , met up with guoming at pasir ris , trained to plaza sing :) Chatted about some stuffs , lol ! Hm , super hell packed with people cause lee min ho will be coming ! -.- Really pack until can't even squeeze through can . Was real pekcek when I say excuse me , they like deaf ! Lol . End up , the event is cancelled , cause from what I heard , it's too dangerous . Of course lah , those siao lang keep push here and there , the shop is directly infront of the escalator somemore , later push until someone fall from escalator , best ! Lol . So had pastamania with guoming , he treat ! Aww , so nice of him :D Etude house to find the poster and file that yeetheng wants , but no more le ! -.-

Ion orchard , buy some stuffs and then , separate ways with him , went to find my dearest lover at raffles ! :D Dinner at lau pa sat , ordered a stingray and we ate kway chup . Pretty nice though it's super hot ! Lol . Left there at 7plus , trained to tampines and walk around :D Then , trained home . A nice dayyyy !

Tomorrow , I'm not meeting my dearest lover ! But I'm still going out though :) Meeting yeetheng , kailian , michelle and guoming for lunch ! :D Wow , cool . Pizza hut , lol .

Bye and goodnight , post more tomorrow , I suppose . And pictures ? Yesssss ! :D

2009-10-23T23:19:00.002+08:00

Good or bad , I'm still me :)

Hello ! Today was a great day , I suppose . Hm , school was pretty fine too :) School at 10 , reached at 10:30 . And school ended at 12 plus , lunch with mates was great too . Joke around about stupid things , super funny ! Left for home with baby at 1 plus .

Home , prepared and leave house at 3 plus . Headed to baby's house and waited for him to bath . Left his house , headed to vivo and first , ask about my stupid lg phone ! Sigh , lose hope . Cannot get a new battery , don't know how they work man . Seriously ! They said battery got 6 months warranty , I bought it at april and this month is just nice the 6th month , then the stupid me send the 2 copies of warranty card to the main shop I think ? Yes , and now they can't verify and can't prove that I bought at april . Like wtf ?! Like bought for 6 months , spoil ! -.- Never in my life , I'm going to use lg phone again ! Stupid idiot . Anyway , went to buy movie tickets :) Actually planned to watch imagine that , but left the front 3 rows . So we watched pandorum , I seriously can't understand a single bit ! But pretty scary though , suddenly jump out one ! Lol , baby explained and I understand a little :) At least , better than nothing right ?! :D

Ended at 8 plus , headed to have our dinner . Wanted to have pizza hut , but changed to pastamania . And ended up , changed to have ramen ten instead , having promotion though . Like , 1-for-1 kind of thing ? Wow , pretty cool ! Cheap cheap and nice too :) Talked about some stuffs , and left there around 9:45 pm . Today we have so much topics to talk about though , pretty great ^^ Baby decided to send me to pasir ris , continue chatting like some gossipers ! Non stop okay , hahaha . First time :) More to come , baby !

Reached pasir ris around 10 plus , walked home while talking on phone . And bloody shit , reached house downstairs , 3 crokroach . So normal reaction was , don't dare walk . I jump here jump there , just to get over to the lift there . And the more worst thing is , there's a freaking guy standing infront of me , don't want come help me step die the stupid thing ! Still at there smile smile when I jump , wtf ! -.- At last , reached home safely ! Hahaha .

Tomorrow , meeting guoming in the afternoon and maybe baby in the evening ? Not sure yet , hm . Shall see how :) Okay , I'm going off now , catching my show at 12 am . Bye and goodnight !

2009-10-22T21:52:00.003+08:00

I had promise myself , never to turn back again .

No matter how painful my heart is , I have promised never to be so softheart again .

Cause , I can never afford to get another stab on my heart .

Hello ! Today I didn't went to school although I wake up in the morning , cause of that stupid ass baby of mine , called him at 6:30am , he didn't pick up . 7:30am , and he asked me to go school first -.- Like , wth ! So what's the point of me calling him early in the morning , so kind of had a tiff with him over the phone and I end up saying not going to school . Wanted to go back to sleep , but I ended up travelling all the way to his house ! Yes , he was pretty surprised :) First time , I managed to surprise him , hee hee . Anyway , used comp til 12plus , he went to buy lunch for me while I sleep . Woke me up , eat and watch dvd :)

Left his place at 4plus , cause I got to go over to my old neighbour's house , as well as to see my dog ! Bought sugarcane , and bus over to her place . Woo , the place didn't change a single bit ! Like 10 years ago I live there , exactly the same can ! Lol . Ate and left for home by cab at 8plus :)

Tomorrow , going school at 10am . Good girl and good boy we are ! :) Hope he can wake up ! :/ And then , we are going over to vivo and to service my stupid lg phone , sigh . Hopefully they can give me a free battery ! :( Yes , baby asked if I wanna eat any special food anot . Wow , I wonder what to eat . Hee hee .

Money-saving plans for 1st week = successful ! :) Yes , the 4th day , and I managed to save 20 bucks ! And then , tomorrow will be gone . Lol . So I was like telling baby , monday to thursday save money . Friday eat good food . HAHAHA , crap . But our money-saving plan is so going to be successful ! Anyway , me and baby have applied for different jobs , hopefully can work ! :D Then no need so pathetic everyday only 5 bucks -.- Lol .

Alright , I will be back tomorrow . Goodnight ! :D

2009-10-21T22:04:00.009+08:00

I'm a happy girl . Two reasonnnnns !

First , things between me and my classmates is so great now :) We lunch together now , which makes me even happier ! Awesome , like totally . More more more to come okayyyy ? :)

Secondly , baby applied for a job ! This friday he's going for interview ! That makes me even happier , cause if he works , means he got income . Although lesser time to be together , but money is more important to us right now :) And I've applied for a job , hopefully I won't change my mind again if they call me for interview :/

Yesterday was an awesome day ! Know why ? Because it's me and baby's 5th monthsary , he treated me extraordinary good okay . At least he had fulfilled the promise made :) Anyway , school was at 8:30am , and I'm so surprised baby didn't let me wait . Lessons and during beg , teacher asked us to self-introduce ourselves ! Wasn't prepared at all when it was my turn . So say , say and say :) Pretty fine . Left 10 seconds , I swear I said something I had never say out from my mouth to anyone before . I said , 'and I think I have a good boyfriend .' Wow , daring me :D Anyway , lesson ended at 12pm , and as usual , baby's place :) Bought chicken chop , and use laptop . Til around 4plus , he send me to mrt station . Reached home at 6plus .

Today was a pretty good day too . Went for pe ! For the sake of the theory test lo , else I won't even wake up so early . Miracle too , baby didn't make me wait , he waited for me instead ^^ School was pretty great , lunch with mates again . Wow , it's awesome ! Didn't go bpf cause we all planned to watch movie , but last minute cancelled because amanda couldn't make it . Other day :) So baby stayed at my place until 5plus , walk to ws . Bought nose stud , had a super hard time putting it back ! :( Hm , send baby to mrt station and I bused home .

Okay , time check .. It's 12am now , getting to bed soon as school is starting at 9am tomorrow . I want to watch movie ! But , currently having some money-saving plan with baby . Once he work and get his first pay , I'm so going to ask him bring me out for movie date ! :p Okay , bye and goodnight . Will post tomorrow , I suppose :)

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2009-10-20T00:00:00.003+08:00

5th Chapter ,

Time passes so fast . In a blink of eyes , we are already together for 5 months . Although it was just a very short period , yet , time with you was great :) We quarreled practically everyday , it's just the matter of whether it is small or big . You know ? I tend to laugh at myself whenever we quarrel , cause when each of us know that fault lies between ourself , we are still blaming each other . You always say I'm a big baby in your eyes , but infact , you too is a big baby to me . I can't stop smiling to myself when I recalled how you always make me smile with your silliest actions .

I love it when you pat and hug me to sleep , if I couldn't sleep .

I love it when you sing lullaby until I fell asleep .

I love it when you give me all your attention .

I love it when you hug me so tight and not let go .

I love it when you give me random calls / smses and tell me you miss me .

I love it when you tell me ' I love you ' whenever you are going to hang the phone .

I love it when you trust my taste , and let me choose this , that for you .

I love it when you show me stupid faces when we video called each other .

I love it when I see your silly smile when you know you will get a present from me .

Lastly , I love it when you'll do everything , just for the sake of seeing my smile .

Never once , you leave me alone whenever I'm sad .

Never once , you will leave me being hungry whenever I complained I'm hungry .

Lastly , you had never once say you no longer want to care about me no matter how bad I am , towards you .

You always buy food for me when I'm hungry .

You always pamper and dote me with all your heart .

You always hug me when I cry .

You always kiss me randomly , anywhere , anytime of the day .

You always will say ' good night babywong , sweet dreams baby , I love you baby ' to me .

You always assure me that you'll be around .

Lastly , you always have your ways to make me smile and be the happy tiffany again .

Since 3rd month , I kept saying you have changed . Although you hadn't really change back to how sweet you were the first 2 months , but I know and I understand that humans do change :) And I know , you had already tried your best to satisfy all my needs . When I say I want this , no matter how hard it is .. You will try your best to get it . I really appreciate what you had done for me , my dear . Although I always complained how much you had neglect me , how much you don't care , but please know that I just want more attention from you . During this period of time , I had said break up for a few times . Yet , you are the one holding on to this relationship . When I was about to give up , you are the one making me strong enough to hold on to it once again . I really do love you , and I hope you do too .

Lastly , Happy 5th Monthsary . Many more months to come , ya ? You are the one , I want to love for a lifetime :) I love you baby .

:)

2009-10-18T21:49:00.003+08:00

Didn't have the time to update the past few days , no photos , lazy to take :) So some updates about what I did the past few days :

15th October 2009 .

- Didn't went to school , tired .

- Went to baby's house .

- Went home at 5plus :)

16th October 2009 .

- No school .

- Planned to watch movie , but cancelled .

- Baby's house instead :)

- Had durians !

- Nap til 3.45pm , prepared & train to vivo .

- Steamboat :)

- Walked around at vivo .

- Went home at 8plus .

17th October 2009 .

- Met baby at dhoby ghuat .

- Bought movie tickets , The blue mansion .

- Mos burger for lunch .

- Movie , & it was pretty great .

- Train to vivo for dinner , at some random coffeeshop .

- Went home at 8plus .

18th October 2009 .

- Met michelle at tampines , she bought some stuffs :)

- Bought early 5th month present for baby , a wallet .

- Bought some stuff from blogshop . Collected at eunos at 4pm .

- Aljunied to meet baby .

- Dinner at some coffeeshop , nice !

- Train back to tampines , arcade .

- Left at 6plus .

There's school tomorrow , ultra bored ! :( Primary , secondary school .. There's like extra off day for them ! Why not ite ?!! Short day tomorrow , going baby's house after school . Saving money in progress ! Only 5 buck per day , yes ! The whole freak day , I can do it man !!! ^^

2 more days ! :D

:)

2009-10-14T23:43:00.006+08:00

For a lifetime ,

School today was pretty great ! :D Met baby at school instead of simei cause he was super late . Lesson was as per normal , nothing much to elaborate . Then , had lunch with my classmates ! Yea , awesome . Chats , laughters wasn't missed out though . More to come aye ? :D Bpf lesson , received some irritating call -.-

School ended at around 3pm , wanted to like go wilson's house first before the both of them accompany me go home . But then , changed plan . Meet at e!hub instead :) Played arcade first , the played pool ! Okay , I didn't play . Cause I don't know how to play at all ! I'm such a noob :( Dinner with wilson , amanda , amanda lim , zhiyin & baby . Sarah didn't join us ! Had buddy hougies & the food is nice :D Price is reasonable too . Laugh like mad with zhiyin can ! Freak , she everytime sit infront of me , I confirm laugh like mad sia ! Bill time , & I'm freaking embarassed ! Ha , I paid by all coins . Lol , when I passed to amanda $11 of coins , she was like omg ! HAHAHAHAHA . Separate ways with them , then walked with baby til near ws , then I walked home . I practically ran home ! Lol , I used only like 10 minutes to walk from the park to my house which usually I took 30 minutes . Cause I want to catch my scv show at 9pm ! Hahaha .

Actually we're going to play tomorrow , but some couldn't make it . So postpone to other day :) Maybe someday with my 3 girls ? ^^ Okay , bye for now . It's pretty late already . Goodnight ! :D

Took from amanda's blog . Don't laugh ! :(

School !

2009-10-13T21:54:00.004+08:00

I think that I'm getting fatter ! :(

Holidays has ended in a flash ! School has started & I'm just so not used to it , hate it so much to wake up so early in the morning just to attend school :(

12th October 2009 .

- First day back to school .

- Called baby up at 6:30am .

- Waited for him like a retard for 45 mins ! :(

- Lunch , chicken rice at my popo's stall .

- E!hub for movie , Sorority rows

- A nice show ! Scary , to me ! :( Jump up afew times .

- Home , changed .

- Dinner with family , without baby .

- Home again , bath & sleep .

13th October 2009 .

- Called baby up at 6:30am but he went back sleep !

- Pissed off , met him at 9am instead .

- Lunch with him & wilson at cafe two , beef hor fun .

- Separate ways with wilson .

- Intending to do project , but cancelled .

- Baby's house .

- Stayed til 5plus , cab to white sands.

- Bubble tea , homed :)

I'm lazy to put in sentences , shall put it in short :) Oh , I'm so happy ! If I go cafe two , I got so many free food ! :D My popo's stall , selling popcorn chicken & stuffs . My uncle's stall , right beside my popo's one , selling hor fun & stuffs . & lastly , chicken rice opened by my popo also ! :D

& tomorrow , I'm going to play pool ! Okay , I don't know how to play at all , but baby's teaching me ! :D Idea given by sarah , cause she want to be pro within 2 months ! -.- & speaking of sarah , I'm talking to her on msn now ! Keep laughing sia , can't stand ! :D Talk about stupid things , can make us laugh like mad sia ! Just like last time :D

Okay , bye for now :) Back to post again , tomorrow I guess .

6 more days .

Never enough ,

2009-10-10T22:28:00.008+08:00

I can never have enough of your love ,

Holiday is ending soon ! Yes , one last day to enjoy tomorrow . But yet , I'm spending it at home . Okay , wouldn't complain much . Cause I'd full of fun during this holiday , with babyyyyy ! :D

Yesterday . Hm , baby came my house with mac again ! :D Yea , I'm getting so fat already . Standard , everytime right after I finish eating .. Mummy will call & ask us out for lunch -.- This time round at swensens :) Pretty great , the food is nice though . Separate way with mummy & sis aftermath , bought tickets . Wanted to watch sorority rows , but tampines don't have it . So caught the tsunami show :) Watched til around 8plus 9pm , century square to find mummy . Surprised that she bought laptop for us , yea .. Awesome ! :D Separate ways with them again , I take train while they take bus . Baby accompany me buy food & drink , then he left for home :) Reached home at 9plus nearing 10pm.

Today . It's awesome , too ! :D Actually wanted to go snow city & science centre , but cancelled . So we went to eat steamboat again , yea .. Again ! :D But I swear the food is freaking disgusting ! Not nice at all can ?!! -.- Waste money . Not going to eat there anymore . Next steamboat session , next monday with family & next friday with baby . Wow , can't wait for it ! :D Went to sit at a very quiet place , yea .. Very very quiet though , chatted with baby & it was pretty great :) Left there at 8plus nearing 9pm .. Ws to buy burger & walked home :)

Tomorrow . Gonna stay at home the whole day unless baby ask me out for dinner . Oh , I can't wait to eat the cold crab that baby mention leh , seems nice although I feel kinda disgusted . Lol !

& then again , I've to repeat the same routine everyday from monday onwards ! -.- Bye for now .

10 more days , 5th month .

I tried to care , so I asked .

The minute I see the sentence , I know that I shouldn't have cared so much :)

Yea , a lesson learnt . I'm not going to care , anymore .

If it wasn't me , you wouldn't have had answered in such a manner , I guess .

So yea , I understand it now . No more next time I promise .

Love ,

2009-10-08T22:40:00.006+08:00

When relationship reach a stage , quarrels will be more than expected . For how long we're together , there's already two major big quarrels that occurs between us , & yes , that makes us stronger . But how sure can we be that , when the other comes .. Feelings will still be the same ? Assure me , assure me that things is so going to be fine even if there's quarrels , dear ^^

I never told you ,

I'm feeling so tired right now , cause I didn't have enough sleep . Sigh , didn't sleep much yesterday cause I can't sleep ! Yea , baby bought me the 'breathe right' thingy , but still the same .. I just can't breathe through nose , don't know how to explain .. I find it pretty hard to breathe through nose , just felt no oxygen inside my body . Lol , weird me right ? I find myself weird too -.- So yea , let's just hope I'm able to sleep well tonight :)

So yea , went to prepare & went to baby's house . Reached at 12plus , immediately sit on his bed & rest when I reach , way too tired ! Yea , tried to sleep but can't . So baby play lullaby give me listen , really effective okay ! I really did fall asleep but woke up after 1 hour , due to other people doing some renovation kind of thing -.- Hungry & bused to batok , pastamania for lunch . Yea , didn't have kfc as I wanted to have . Lol , bought double chocolate , bused back home . Stayed until 6plus , baby send me to mrt station & reached home at 8plus nearing 9pm :) A pretty awesome day , I guess .

Tomorrow , baby is coming over . Yea , movie date again :) Hm , watching Sorority rows . Yea , supposed to be a nice show ^^

Sigh , school is opening ! In like 3 days time . Damn bored , damn sian , damn shag , damn damn damn ! :( WHO LIKES SCHOOL ?!!! Zzz , okok . Will be back again , when I got the chance to use laptop . Woo , can't wait to get my wallet from baby ! Bye & goodnight :)

Each of us is busy & leading our own lives , slowly .. When times come , we're forgetting each other . Lesser meetups , lesser talks . But well , as long as the heart is still connected .. I guess I should be glad enough :)

Drug ,

2009-10-07T23:59:00.007+08:00

4th chapter ,

3 October 2009 , Saturday . As stated in my previous post , I'm going swimming with baby . Yea , went there as planned . Met him at chinese garden , breakfast & went swimming . Cool , pretty awesome . Swam til around 1plus nearing 2pm , went for lunch & back to baby's place . Stayed til 5plus , IMM for dinner at pepper lunch . Bought foundation & hsh at 9plus :)

4 October 2009 , Sunday . Didn't intend to meet baby , cause both of us were real tired , plus he've plans with his parents . So I stayed at home , mummy & all went out , didn't want to go . 5plus nearing 6pm , baby sms me asking me go dinner but I rejected cause his parents will be around . But they're already on the way to fetch me can ! -.- Yea , ended up have dinner with them :) Yes , pretty awesome . His daddy is hilarious kind too :D Lol . Then his daddy fetch me home & reached home at 9plus . Quarreled so badly with baby in the middle of the night . Nearly broke off , cried like a dog .. But ended up things is so fine :D Slept at 3plus in the morning .

5 October 2009 , Monday . Baby's house again . Hm , helped him dye hair but failed . Cause his hair too black , not my skill lousy . Lol . Only a little color only , then he keep complaining how spoilt his hair is -.- Left his place at 6plus :)

6 October 2009 , Tuesday . Woke up at 7plus in the morning , bath & bused to help mummy at her stall . Helped til around 12plus , cab home cause I'm real tired . Reached home , surf net awhile then went to prepare . Woo , daddy bless me with $50 ! :D Met baby at tampines , caught movie , the meatball show . Lol . After that , walk around & settle down for our dinner at bakerzin . Don't really like the food there though ! Left there & hsh at 8plus .

7 October 2009 , Wednesday . Planned to eat steamboat with baby , again ! Sigh , I'm getting so fat now :( But yea , it's okay . Met him at bugis & went to eat cause I'm freaking hungry ! Had our super early dinner at 4plus , at house of steamboat . The tom yam soup base is pretty nice ! :D Price is reasonable too . No gst nor service charge ! :D Lol . Aftermath , bugis junction to play arcade ! :D Then to bugis street to buy baby's bermudas . Sigh , I spotted afew tops that I like so much but didn't buy . & baby say next time buy 3 in one shot , woo ! :D & intended to take neoprints , but can't find any ! :( Left bugis at 8plus , reached home at around 9.

Tomorrow . I'm going over to baby's house , again :) Full of programs tomorrow , hor baby ? -.- Woo , I'm eating kfc for lunch tomorrow ! :D & what's for dinner ? Hm .. Shall think think think before I sleep ! Hee .

Okay , goodnight all ! :) Bye , will be back again soon .

Love dope,

2009-10-02T21:51:00.002+08:00

You're my drug .

Today , a pretty nice day :) Met up with baby at tampines mall , kinda have some tiffs . But was fine after having lunch . Hm , interview was fine . Yea , most probably getting that job . Sigh , but I don't know to work anot . If work , I got money to buy mine & baby's things . But then again , I totally feel so sian . Cause this is the first time I work alone . Yes , first time ! Sigh . & then , I got to spend $43 to buy the uniforms . So what if I've quit ? It's like total waste of money . So how ? Should I work ? :/

Anyway , after interview .. Arcade to play the addictive game ! :D But keep lose :( Play car also lose to baby ! Left tampines & baby come over to my place :) Dinner & he left at 8pm . Woo , had yam mooncake ! Niceeeee :D

I'm mad ! I just ate duck & curry mutton . & right now , mummy is on the way to buy crab ! Madness ! I'm so going to be fat -.-

Tomorrow , going swimming with baby at jurong there . Hm , mummy say there got alot of things to play lehhhh ! I'm so excited now :D

Bye for now :)

Happy Children's Day !

2009-10-01T23:38:00.003+08:00

A new month , a new start ! :D

Happy Children's Day ! :D

Yesterday , went to baby's house . Hm , a pretty nice day though . Cooked maggi for dinner & then watch dvds . Heard some stuffs from yeetheng which kinda make me down . Yea , but things is gonna be so fine ! :D Left his house at 6plus nearing 7pm , hsh at 9plus . Received a call from the person , asking me go for interview :) Slept at 12plus .

Today , a totally awesome day ! :D Hm , baby came over to my house with mac , mooncake & pandan cake ! Woo , he totally remembered that I want to eat mooncake & pandan cake . Love him :) Yea , received a call from mummy asking us for lunch . So agreed , bath & went to tampines meet up with mummy & sis . Lunch at seoul garden ! Nice :D Madness ! I had mac & right after that , I had seoul garden . & mummy tell me that baby's face is so round now , he's fat ! Not me . Hee . Went separate ways with mummy & arcade to play until 6plus nearing 7pm , went from our movie . Movie was nice though :D Ended at 8plus , played arcade again . Madness , the game is super addictive ! Psycho baby go play tomorrow again after my interview ! Hee . I think we spent at least $10 on it already , mad ! Went to take train at 9plus , hsh at 9plus nearing 10pm .

Tomorrow , baby coming over cause I got interview at 4.30pm . Wish me luck humans ! :D Yup , will be back soon to update blog ! Bye .

Nothing else ,

2009-09-29T23:59:00.004+08:00

I'm pretty busy the past few days , so didn't have much time to update my blog .

Yesterday , went to baby's house :) Yea , pretty awesome . Slept , eat , watch tv & something extra .. We ate mooncake :D Woo , it's nice ! Durian one . Left his place at 6plus nearing 7pm , he walked me to mrt station . Mood was super down , I've no idea why either :( The minute he back faced me & walk away , tears dropped . Sigh , but was better afterthat with him calling me & chat . Cried again at home cause of some stuffs at home , yea .. Baby talked to me & make me smile again :) Slept at 1plus nearing 2am .

Today , baby came over to my house . Yea , visited doctor cause of some chest pains . We also unlucky enough to kena the doctor that I don't like at all ! -.- Yea , gotten two different kind of medicine . One of it is for my blocked nose , must eat it everyday when I wake up ! Sigh :( Hate it . & the other one is if I got chest pain , then I eat it . Pain will go away I guess ? No idea . After seeing , bought milk tea & bused home . Watched dvd & I find it pretty nice though . Hm , had dinner & baby left at 8plus .

Tomorrow , I'm going over to baby's house :) Yea , lied to him again . Lol . Just to see his silly smile when he read my blog .. Worth it , like totally ! :D

Nothing else matters when I'm with you ,

Baby , in this world .. There's no one else who treats me better than how you do . Yes , I want to love you . If there's other choices for me , I'd still choose you :) & silly , I didn't lost the ring you give me . Don't punch me ! :'(

Promise ,

2009-09-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

No other ways ,

I'm so bored now , so shall update blog .

Yesterday was pretty nice , although I don't know I'm attending who's wedding . But yea , did enjoyed (: But I did miss baby . He confirm at there smile smile ! Ha . Dinner ended at around 10plus , reached home at 11plus .

Today was awesome ! I met up with baby . Yea , went to orchard (: Hm , at lunch at hong kong cafe & then starbucks for baby's coffee . Caught movie , Fame , 5.15pm . Pretty nice though . Ended at 7plus , lavender for dinner . Speaking of lavender , me & baby talked about some topics :D He know , I know . Went to find a coffeeshop also difficult ! But end up baby is the genius to find one . Lol . Hsh at 9plus .

I swear I damn bastard ! I this few days keep lie to baby :( I want to surprise him , but keep fail cause everytime I'll see his sad face I cannot take it . Shit him :( Yea , make a lie to him again just now . I save my own number as my mummy's name & then send a sms to myself saying my father off , cannot go his house tomorrow . I know he sad , but never say only . & I'm sure when he see this , he confirm smile & laugh to himself like a crazy pig ! HAHAHAHA :D Evil me , hee hee . So yea , I'm going baby's house tomorrow :D

Applied a job , hopefully will call me go interview .

So , bye & goodnight !

No more,

2009-09-26T00:07:00.005+08:00

You've never once think about how I'm feeling ,

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Sigh , firstly .. I'm super upset ! I've two pimples on my face , now . Feel so fustrated whenever I see myself in the mirror :(

Next , I don't feel well ! :( Headaches , bad chest pains when I breathe . Sigh , I feel like vomiting now . Feel so unwell , urgh . Irritated .

On a much more happier note , today I went to meet up with baby . Yea , agreed to cook dinner on monday , drag all the way until today . Reached his place at 10plus , headed to market to buy the ingredients as well as breakfast . 12plus started cooking soup & watch 2 dvds . 4plus cook vegetables & rice . Ate & it turned out pretty great ! Yea , taste better & way better than the previous cooking session . Next friday another cooking session , woo .. Looking forward to it ! :D Left his place at 8pm , took cab & hsh at 9plus .

Fyi , I cook the vegetable while baby cook the soup . & vegetable turns out nicer ! Hee .

Tomorrow , am attending a wedding . Super boring mannn , I don't even know who's getting married can ? Go there to represent my mummy -.- Sunday meeting baby to watch movie , he's coming to east area ! Hor hor hor baby ? :D

& I'm still looking for job , damn shag . Lol , I feel like laughing lehhh . No money still can watch movie ! -.- Madness .

A list of places I want to go :
1. Escape Theme Park
2. Swimming
3. Sentosa
4. Singapore Flyer
5. Cable Car
6. Zoo

A list of things I want to get :
1. Laptop
2. Perfume
3. Camera
4. Wallet

Baby ah baby , are you nice enough to grant all my wishes ? :p

This is the punishment when he make me angry ! -.- Yea , he wore it for the entire lesson walking around with it . My gay boy (:

End here , bye & goodnight ! Will be back soon , definitely not tomorrow or sunday .

Dedication,

2009-09-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 2 years & 8 months Anniversary to you , dear !

This friendship is not counted long , neither can it be counted as short . Yet , many memories are formed during this period of time we'd spent together . All those quarrels we'd . All the funny things that happened , like giving prank calls , staying over. All those cock & lame stuffs that we once did , recalling about it , it's so funny & I'm sure you're laughing right now .

Miss it ? Yes , I miss it too . It's a no wonder why our teacher once say .. When we step into ite life , we'll prefer secondary school life more . How true , huh ?

As time pass , as we grow .. Things started to change . I'm sorry that I kept all the time for my boyfriend & not you . I'm sorry for causing so much unhappiness into your life , if I'd done so . But dear , please know that I still love you & I'll still look for you first if I've any problems alright ? But please know that , that doesn't mean I'm treating you as a spare tyre . Cause , you're hurting me indirectly if you said this or think this way .

Things isn't too well for us , those cold talks .. Those awkwardness we'd when we saw each other , don't know whether to smile or not to . I somehow hate it , cause this is the first time we're doing it ! First time we'd such bad terms . But yea , as long as we try , I believe that this friendship will have alternate ways out . Okay ? Please smile & turn to me if you've met any problems , like how you used to . Cause I'm always 8 digits away & you know that I'm always willing to listen to you ! You know it , you know it in your heart .

Lastly , I want to thank you for not giving up on me even when things is in such a awful way . & I want to thank you for the love , care & concern ^^

I never told you ,

2009-09-24T00:06:00.003+08:00

Fearless ,

I'm so not into blogging nowadays ! Partly is because my computer is kind of having some problems & another is because I'm always outside . So yea, didn't get much chance to update my blog as often already .

Monday , 21092009 .

Baby came over to my house with dvd . Watched & I buey tahan my little cousin , she keep take baby's hand & put over her leg . Wah , I first time feel so jealous sia ! Like machiam they couple like that ! That cousin of mine , can't stand her . Lie on baby's stomach sia ! Still keep tell me weifeng's is her one ! Enough . Accompany baby to ws as he's hungry then walk him to mrt station at 5plus , hsh .

Tuesday , 22092009 .

Didn't meet up with baby cause daddy's off . Actually like got some sort of family dinner . But cancelled cause his gum's swollen -.- Wah , end up eat packet food ! Zzz . Nothing much .

At night webcam with baby . I swear I damn bastard ! I make up a story telling him that I can't meet him on tomorrow , which is today . I see his face he damn sad ! I on msn keep tell him nevermind la , one more day only . HAHAHAHA ! He damn funny ! But ended up kind of have a tiff , told him the truth that I'm actually lying , he at there laugh to himself ! Buey tahan -.- Chatted on phone until 2am , went to sleep .

Wednesday , 23092009 .

Happy 17th Birthday , michelle ! :D

All the best for your future ! Love you .

Woke up at 7plus , bath & left house to baby's house . Reached at 9plus , used computer awhile then went to buy breakfast & rent cd . Eat & watch cd , slept while baby watch anime . 4plus went to bath & supposed to left his house at 5.30pm . But he lost his key in the house , power pack ! -.- Found his key only at 6pm , rush out & reached orchard at 6plus nearing 7pm . Had dinner at hong kong cafe , then starbucks for baby's coffee & to celebrate michelle's birthday . Left there at around 10 , separate ways with baby & sharon , trained home with 3 girls , gm & ben .

During journey home , shivered ! Cause train is freaking cold & I'm freaking angry at some uncivilised person . Wah , I damn angry I swear ! Forget it , won't say why here . Just , don't even say anything about my boyfriend , I seriously don't like it . Reached home at 11plus .

Anyway , I'm so going to pray hard that baby's friend can get that job for me ! I need job , I need money ! :( Urgh , shall end here . It's getting late , gonna get going to bed already . Bye & goodnight , shall be back soon ! Yea , soon enoughhhhh :D

Love,

2009-09-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

Fate.
Frankly speaking, I don't have any relationship lasted for more than 5 months. & all of the reasons of breakups, was my attitude. Yea, people whom know me well enough should know how bad my temper is. When I thought, I can never find another guy who could be able to withstand all my attitude, this particular guy appear into my life.

I used to dislike him so much that I wish I could make him disappear out of my life. Yea, so much dislike kind of feelings. He've a very weird temper, a very weird attitude that causes me & him to quarrel every single day in school. My classmate once told me, quarreling tends to make two people together. I stand up & say it so clear that, me & him will never be together one day. & amazingly, my classmate say she'll wait & see. & yea, what she says was right. Gradually, things changed. We ended up, being together. Amazing, isn't it? Yes, I got to admit. I don't like the way he do things, I don't like the way he shout at me. To other people, he might be the worse guy they've met, but to me.. He's the ever best guy I've met. He might not be perfect to others, but.. He's perfect to me.

Only he could give me what I want. Only he could prove to me how much he love me. Yes, a ring is nothing much. But, how many boyfriend would give it to their girlfriend? Not many. I question him once about why he never give his ex girlfriends a ring. When he answer me, my heart totally stop beating! He told me that he knew they'll never last, no point. Ha, so why did he buy it for me? I'm happy, of course. He's the only guy who could buy all the things I want. How many boyfriend will go shopping with their girlfriend? Not many. But, he's always accompanying me here & there to shop for what I like. & he's always the one paying for my everything. Of course I must physco him abit lah. I love him, for everything. Not because he got money, not because of his looks, but because of his weird & unique character. There's alot of other guys better than him, but if there's another chance for me to choose.. I'd still choose him. He's the most perfect to me & he's the only one who is willing to sacrifice so many things for me. Baby, Happy 4th Monthsary! (:

20092009,

2009-09-20T23:18:00.007+08:00

Sorry for the lack of posts, been busy. Yea, some updates about what I've been doing the past few days (:

Wednesday, 16092009
School at 10am, ended at 3pm. Gotten back my common tests result for poa & bpf. 88/100 & 86/100 respectively. Yea, it's pretty good! :D Am kinda happy with it though. After school, me & baby accompanied wilson until his friend end school, talked about stupid stuffs like astronouts & insects. Dte aftermath to eat just acia, then hsh.

Thursday, 17092009
Beo common test at 10am, ended at 11am & give pm1 lesson a miss. Prepared to fail already^^ Back to my place, then trained to tm, watched The ugly truth, 2:15pm. Pretty nice show! :D Collected our ring & ws to buy our dinner, bused back to my place. Aftermath, bused to ws again with baby to pay phone bills then both of us.. Hsh (:

OFFICIALLY START OF HOLIDAYS! :D

Friday, 18092009
Met baby at bukit batok, shop & save to buy the ingredients needed to cook lunch & bake cake. Bused back to his place & started doing! :D Yea, it's fun. But bought the wrong cheese, went downstair to buy another. But wrong again! Went to shop & save to bought again. Done & had lunch. Baby cooked all by himself k! Nice, I like the veggie more :D Stayed at his place until 6plus nearing 7pm then hsh. Baby called & say the cake is nice! Even his mum spoke on phone & say it's nice. Ha. Of course, I'm the chef! :D & freaking amazing, baby ate 3 of it! Confirm nice already. LOL.

Saturday, 19092009
Trip to malaysia! :D Woke up as early as 7plus in the morning, bath & left house at 9am with dajiu & dajiumu fetching us :D Slept during the journey & had our lunch at um, I don't know which part of malaysia. Yea, kota tinggi aftermath. Hell lots of fun I swear! But I kinda injure myself! :( Damn slippery & the water is fucking cold can! Nearly become ice. Ha. Played until started raining, ran back to the hotel room, bath & eat maggi mee. Left there around 4plus, went shopping! :D Shopped til 6plus, dinner at jb, then back to singapore. Alot of photos, won't be updating here. Hsh at 10plus 11pm.

Sunday, 20092009
Happy 4th Monthsary baby! :D
Yea, a super nice date. Guess many people is getting married today! HAHAHA. Met baby at orchard, lunch at xinwang hong kong cafe then fareast to buy my bag. Shop damn long then finally settle down on a particular bag. Lol. Back for movie, watched Phobia 2. Yea, kinda scary & nice. Part 1 more scarier! Ended at 6plus, went over to ion orchard & not going there anymore. Damn messy & complicated. Had dinner at foodcourt & the food is hell expensive! Bak kut teh $9?!! Wtf? Eat gold ah? Zzz, not so nice somemore. Madness. Left there at 8pm, hsh at 9plus (: In bus got people fight then push until me! :( Currently video calling with baby on msn :D A fun dayyyyy.

Yea, back again :) Bye & night!

I never told you,

2009-09-15T23:04:00.004+08:00

Always on my mind.

Thousand & millions of conflicts we once had, but it's pretty amazing how we'll end up being together.

Yesterday was great! I went to bf's house after school & stayed until 4plus, he sent me to mrt station. During the journey home, there's one boy kept biting his fingernails! Bleeding le still bite! :( Scaryy. Still keep look at mine nails! Maybe he wants to try red fingernails? Ha.

Night time, wasn't a night to be talked about. Private & confidential :D

Today, it was even great! Well, met bf to school & then went for movie date after school (: Bused over to tampines & catch the show, The time traveller's wife, 12.50pm. Yea, it was pretty nice. Went to have laksa which I'm craving for & it's nice! :D Chatted inside & decided to bake cake this friday! & bf promised to cook soup for me to drink. Kinda looking forward to it though! Hahaha. Basement to withdraw money & bought one famous amos cookie. Big big one! :D Tampines 1 to read teenage & then, homed.

Reached home, mummy asked whether wanna go tampines for dinner. So went again. Ha. Saw fat & waved. Had foodcourt & then century to walk around. Bf called & I'm super upset! Omg, I'm so going to pray hard his daddy might change plan! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO LET MY DEAREST GO OVERSEAS FOR 3 OR 4 DAYS?! I cannot take it! :'( Think I'll cry if he's really going lo! He asked if I wanna join him go together. WAH, I think I'll straight away take passport & go with him! :'( But not yet confirm. Hopefully his daddy can't take any off days! Hahaha. Hsh by cab at 9plus & reached home at 10 (:

Tomorrow I'm getting back poa & bpf common test! Shit, I'm kinda scared now! :( School's starting at 10am, gotta get going to bed already. Nights people! :D

A freaking cute photo of my dumb baby! With the big cookie! :D

Things are in such a way that, it will never be the same anymore. I know there's nothing much I can do or say to save it, but know that I'll always be there alright. Loves.

Fearless,

2009-09-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

You can never affect me (:

12th September 2009.

Happy Birthday fat! :D

It was great, totally awesome! :D Three plans for that day, it did went out smoothly though. First was my time spend with bf. He's so nice okay! He remembered that he promised to buy give me eat the big bun that I'm craving for :D So he bought it over, I ate & watch television until 2plus, went to bath & went to tampines with him. Ordered things & can only collect on 17th sept (: As time was kinda rushing, we went home aftermath. Dajiu came to fetch us to east coast for dinner with my mummy's side family :D It was nice! Finished eating at 9plus, dajiu fetch us home.

Hsh at 10plus, check movie timing & decided to watch g-force with bf, my sister & my cousin. Me & bf went bedok to fetch my cousin, back to ws to meet my sister. Bused over to dte & bought tickets for G-force, 11.50pm. Fucking funny I swear! Those guinea pigs also damn cuteeee. Movie ended at around 1plus, mc cafe to sit down & talk, play ds. Left at 2plus cause it's closing. Walked back home with them & it was damn fun! I piggy back bf with exchange of conditions uh. Lol. Laugh damn loud even when it's around 2plus nearing 3am in the morning, hahaha. Hsh, bath & slept :D

13th September 2009.

Happy Birthday bro! :D

Today woke up at 11plus, bath & wake bf up. Left house to his house at 12plus nearing 1pm. After he take his laptop & bathed, bused over to westmall's macdonald to eat & intending to do our project there. But tmd, internet connection there sucks big time! So decided to go back to his house do, damn pekcek :( Do halfway, some things happened & I cried! :'( But yea, was fine aftermath & decided to go home at 6plus, hsh at 8plus.

Sigh, tomorrow there's school. Hopefully everything will go fine (: So yea, bye & goodnight readers! :D

Love,

2009-09-12T01:21:00.002+08:00

How I wish I could give you on tight slap on your fucking face. This year you how old only? Not even 16 lo, hello! Get this up into your fucking empty skull. Thank god I know how to hack accounts, else we'll be like a fucking idiots knowing nothing about you & that fucking fat guy. Now that we know, we're just trying to refrain from worse things to happen & there you are not appreciating what we're doing & fucking hell ignore what we say? Cb, you because of that fucking fat guy come attitude me? Lol, who is he or you to play this kind of game with me? Cb, if I'm a guy, I confirm whack him. & hello, wanna play this kinda game with me? Come on, I can play along with you (:

Happy Birthday fat! :D

Hello readers! I've decided to open up my blog cause I find no reason to private it anymore.

Today was a pretty great day, okay.. Infact, it's awesomeeeeeee! :D I met bf at simei, bought old chang kee & then, walked to school for lesson. Kinda had a bad mood, so didn't talk much. Had our mock test 1 for beo, although I leave afew blanks, but I somehow think that I'd made some good progress though. Manage to do most of the questions without peeping at book! :D Gotten my beo notes, then left with bf. Accompany him until 1plus nearing 2pm, he send me to bus stop & he went back for his o level prelim paper.

Met bf at tampines in the evening for dinner, had pastamaniaaaaaaa! But didn't finish, don't have much appetite though. Sigh sigh sigh. Went walking around at tampines & then hsh at 9plus.

Tomorrow, meeting bf in the afternoon & going for dinner with my mummy's side family. Eating crabbbbbbb! Yay for afternoon & yay for night = double happiness.

I've red nails now! :D Bye & goodnight, time check.. 2:03am.

Time,

2009-09-10T20:19:00.002+08:00

Always on my mind.

Firstly, I'm fucking in love with a song now! It's titled 'Vincent'. Damn nice I swear! You guys should go search for it, or maybe listen through my blog! :D

Secondly, I've remove my tagboard. Since nobody is tagging, then yea. Have it removed (: Once I open up my blog, will put back up my tagboard :D

Yea, school was pretty fine today :D Give bpf lesson a miss & went for beo lesson only. It ended at 12plus, cafe 2 to find mummy & daddy, then train over to pasir ris. Check out some price, then bused over to dte (: Bought tickets for Aliens in the attic, 4pm. Headed to have my mian xian! Yummyyyyyy. Back to watch our movie & I swear it's damn niceeeeee & funny! :D Ended at 5plus, walked back home.

Journey back home is great! It was very fun & I really enjoyed although it's just a short walk! :D I piggyback him & he piggyback me in public. Yes, not embarassed! I even kinda fell down, he too fat! :( Lol, but yea. It's funnnn! :D

Tomorrow, school starts at 11am & ends at 1pm. Accompanying boyfriend until 2pm (: Going home aftermath, & fetching him after his O level english! Sucha good girlfriend lehhh. Ha. Okok, got to get goingggg! Bye & goodnight :D

Promised,

2009-09-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

Quarrels will draw us closer, I believe.

This is the super retard photo ever! I can laugh like mad whenever I sees this. Kinda bring back some funny stuffs between me & him. Just, every photos brings back certain part of memory though (:

Today was a nice date, a pretty nice day too. At least that's the case for me. Lessons today was kinda fine, nothing much to talk about much though. Break & then library to have our last revision on bpf (: Then had common test which I find it easy. Ended at 2plus, then left with boyfriend to tampines.

Starbucks for drinks, chatted with boyfriend about some stuffs & I'm super shock! Not those mild shock, but those super shock until can get heart attack kind. Tampines 1 to walk around & saw kailian, ben too. Bought herbal tea & hsh (: Reached home & realise mummy cook herbal tea too! Wah, extra power. My ulcers still don't want go? I shall drink more! HAHAHAHA.

Tomorrow school's at 9am, got some project briefing I think? Hm. Going to watch movie tomorrow! Yay :D So, shall be back tomorrow? Or might not be blogging anymore. Some personal reasons. So shall end here. Bye & goodnight! :D

Gain , Loss .

2009-09-08T22:43:00.002+08:00

When there's a gain , there'd be a loss .

Today was a pretty average day for me . Happy & sad , up & down . Fucking hell , today I overslept . I was supposed to call boyfriend up at 7am , but I jumped up at 7.45am after hearing my sister's alarm . Called him immediately & luckily he's awake & already bathing :D Good job baby ! Lol . So yea , I went back to sleep awhile & wake up again to do my things , left house for simei at 8plus (:

Walked to school & had beo test + lesson . Pretty cool , cause I get the highest marks for progress test 5 . I was fucking shock , serious ! I didn't study anything & I still could get the highest . Yipeeeeeee ! Lesson ended at 11plus , locker to take books & war with boyfriend again :( Sigh , all the way to eastpoint also no talkkkkk ! Better during the journey to his house , but super cold talks I swear ! So yea , bought macdonald & back to his house to study . Study for awhile , then slept . Cause eyes is effing painful :( 5pm wake up , changed back to uniform & then hsh (: Reached home at 7pm .

Tomorrow there's bpf common test , sighhhh :( Not yet finish all the chapters , can't memorise though :/ Meeting boyfriend for breakfast tomorrow & he's treating me eat cheesecake tooooooo ! Just love him way too much :D

12 more dayyyyys !

Another day ,

2009-09-07T21:36:00.004+08:00

Why should I bother so much when you don't even bothers ?

: I'm always at the losing end , you're always at the winning point . Just because of you & your fucking big reasons . All in all , I'm still the loser & you're the fucking big winner . Full stop . I'm not affected by you , I'm still going to smile (:

I ain't feeling any better . Sigh , my right eye is not getting better either ! :( It's pretty obvious that it's kinda swollen now . Even boyfriend asked me what happen to my eyes early this morning when we met up . Sigh sigh sigh . & for nothing , my mouth pop out 2 ulcers which is on the same side , one up one down . Like fucking pain & boyfriend kept want me to drink herbal tea :( Hope it'll get well soonnnn , so I could eat spicy things again !

Today was a pretty tired day for me . Firstly , last night I'd a hard time getting to sleep cause of my bloody eye ! :( So had a pretty hard time to wakeup today as well . Met boyfriend at eastpoint , bought some food from old chang kee & walked to school (: Lessons was pretty fine & then , lunch at campus heaven & boyfriend kena say by that fucking old uncle . Lol . Poa common test was nice ! I find it quite easy , maybe because I did some last minute revision . That's why . Lol , I seriously didn't study anything beforehand ! Ha . Boyfriend sent me home & we train to ws , bought me & his herbal tea , bused home . He stayed for dinner & left for home at 7plus (:

Tomorrow there's beo progress test & am going to boyfriend's house tomorrow to study for wednesday's bpf common test ! Yay , holidays are cominggggggg :D Kinda excited though .

Bye & night .

But before I end this post , would like to say this again .. I lost all my links due to my fucking spoilt computer . If you didn't find your link here , please do tag me so as for me to link you up . Thank you ! :D

Same ,

2009-09-06T18:03:00.005+08:00

Firstly , Happy Birthday Guoming ! :D

Hope you enjoyed your very special day .

Another day spent with my boyfriend . Was a pretty short meetup with him , but yet I enjoyed . Met him at his place at 11plus , return cds & train to jurong east , bused to west coast's mac cafe . Had iced chocolate & sandwich . Kinda don't like the smell , so didn't finish up the sandwich :/ Kept on pestering boyfriend to eat faster cause I wanna play the playground , heehee . Played the super fun flying fox , called by other kids over there . It was fun + fun ! But my ass boyfriend pushed so hard :( Sigh , I don't have strength , else he confirm die .

Left there around 1plus , wash feet & then bus to telok blangah , his old house . Cause he needa go back to pack stuffs . While I transfer to another bus to mrt station & then , hsh (: A short & sweet day though . Sigh , my eyes is getting worser & worser :( Fucking pain & it's obvious now , sigh sigh sigh ! :'(

& lastly , I've lost all the links ! Those who used to link me up & didn't find you link back here , please do inform me of your link . Thank you ! :D

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Reply :- Lol , welcome ! :D Glad that you enjoyed . Hm , this kinda thing no need hide here & there one . LOL ! No need give face also luh .

I still love you girls . I won't say much , cause I know it won't help anything , whereas things will get worse (: So yup , I still love you girl k .

Fun ,

2009-09-06T01:10:00.003+08:00

Finally some time to sit down & do a proper post . But first thing first , my right eye is painful :( The pain is there for the past few days already , the pain just won't go . Worse , it's becoming more & more pain . Sigh :(

Yesterday ..

Had beg phase test ! Was pretty rush cause I didn't have enough time to do my things . Met boyfriend at simei , I swear there's fucking many people looking at me ! & walk from eastpoint all the way to the school with my damn 2cm heels , feet was hell pain & tired :( So ya , everything went well & some of my classmates thought I was a teacher ! Heehee , I've those teacher look . Lol . Cab home with boyfriend cause my feet is effing pain :( Took it home & realised that I'd blister on my poor toe ! (pout) Actually wanted to catch a movie , but I give that idea a miss cause I was kinda tired to watch & I don't wanna bring jacket out . So yea , train back to boyfriend's house so he could change . Rent cds , brought lunch (: Fell asleep all the way until 4plus , then left house for vivo .

Steamboat with yeetheng , michelle , kailian , guoming & ben was awesome ! :D Halfway through the dinner , there's a old couple acting fucking intimately in public . The old auntie spread open her leg when she's wearing a skirt & the uncle is freaking hell making her high lah ! Left vivo for home at 9plus , hsh at 10plus (:

Birthday boy (:

A great time spent with them though , more to come k ?!! :D

Today ..

A great day spend with boyfriend ! :D He came over to my house & he bought me kfc ! Watch dvd & went to watch movie at dte (: Catch I love you beth cooper , 7.25pm . It was nice ! Like damn funny uh . Hahahaha . Ended at 9plus , went to eat macdonald (: Then walked to whitesands , play the playground ! & my idiot boyfriend leave me alone there going round & round the stupid idiot thing :( Asked him why he never save me , he say cause he's busy laughing . Idiot or what ?!! :( But anyway , it's fun ! :D LOL , & I realised that he's afraid of playing see-saw ! Next time shall play more :D Evil me . Left there at 10.30pm , hsh at nearing 11pm (:

Tomorrow ..

Meeting boyfriend for coffee & cake ! Yayyyy .

Monday common test I haven't study , best . Lol . Okay , will be back on monday (: Bye & goodnight !

Future ,

2009-09-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

As mentioned in my previous post , I'm going to army open house today . Woke up as early as 6.30am to prepare , such a long time since I woke up even before the sun is totally out . Just like secondary school days , ha . Met up boyfriend at simei , 7.30am . Pretty shock that he was on time though , ha . Bought some light food & walk to school , bought milo & assemble together with the class at the big big circle . Marked attendance & off we go ! During the bus journey , tummy wasn't feeling good . Can't sit on bus for too long , else will feel like vomiting :( But yea , was pretty good after awhile . & the whole visit to the open house was pretty great , just that the weather is way too hot . Walk around & saw yeetheng , michelle (: Pretty good to see them though . & oh , I saw my bedok friend too ! :D

Everything ended at around 12plus , supposed to go back school with class . But didn't , cause I went to boyfriend's house ^^ So left with saliza , theresa & boyfriend to boon lay mrt station . Once board the train , kinda had a quarrel with boyfriend . All the way until his house , (pout) But things were fine aftermath (: Watch drama until I fell asleep , slept all the way until 3plus nearly 4pm , boyfriend send me to mrt & hsh at 6plus (:

Tomorrow's beg phase test confirm die :( Firstly , I'm going to walk like a penguin cause too long never wear heels . Secondly , I think I'm like a retard cause the skirt is too long :( Sigh sigh sigh , I want go bang wall already ! But on the much more happier side , I'm going to have steamboat tomorrow ! :D Yes , this time round with my 3 girls , boyfriend & gm . So I'm pretty excited though . Hahahaha , I'm going to eat eat & eat !

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Fyi , I'll never post any stupid thoughts in this blog (: Cause I'm a happy girl ! No sad in my dictionary anymore . Yayyyy !
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Okay , bye & goodnight !

Demoralised ,

2009-09-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

Do money buy everything ?
Tell me , someone :(

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Had a pretty bad headache in the morning when I woke up . Sigh , but still dragged myself to school . Met boyfriend up at simei & then walked to school . Lessons were fine , as usual . Nothing much to elaborate about either . Yes , lesson ended at 3.30pm . Didn't go anywhere with boyfriend after school cause there's school tomorrow & I'm having a pretty bad headace . So yes , he bounced back to pasir ris & I left for home (:

There's school tomorrow , or should I put it this way .. I'm going to army open house tomorrow , must reach school at 8am ! Sigh , confirm headache :( But yes , boyfriend say milk tea for me tomorrow . So I should smile (: & that boyfriend of mine keep say I'm pregnant cause I eat alot nowadays when I keep requesting to eat this & that , stupid dogshit ! (inside joke)

On a much more personal note , things hadn't been well for me this few days . Hope it'll be well soonnnn (: Friday , steamboat again at the same place with 3 girls , boyfriend & gm . Excited ! :D & I'm so going to eat alot ! Hee hee {:

Okay , bye & goodnight !

Random ,

2009-09-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

I thought you were the one .

Firstly , a new month , a new start , a new place to blog ! Ha , just kidding . Decided to move back here cause I'm sick of using onsugar already , ha . Sorry people ! Please do relink ya ? Thanks & loveeeee .

Today , a pretty bad day for me . Just , what a day . Cold talks once again , but it pretty shows how much you care about me , I can see & I can feel (: & lastly , please don't say it again . Cause , I won't be able to take it dear , my heart is just too weak to take it the second time . But I'm pretty touched by the 4 pages apology sms you sent to me . Pretty shock that you'll say all these to me . Hahahaha , okay . I should be & I am smiling to myself now (:

I'm having weird food nowadays , food that I'd never used to take . Sweet stuffs like chocolate , it's pretty amazing I could take in chocolate now . & what's more , I requested to drink iced chocolate from boyfriend . It's pretty cool ain't it ? I used to anti chocolate so much , yet I'm consuming it now . & I'm pretty shock that I'm eating so much more than what I expected everyday . Like , 4 meals a day . Even today , after having 3 pieces of kfc , my tummy is still calling for food ! Sigh , I need to weigh myself soon ! I'm craving for coffee now . Okay , I'm weird ! (pout)

I'm feeling abit cranky now , no much strength to think further of what to write . So ya , til then . Will be back again , probably end of this week ? Or tomorrow . Ha , catch my post ! :D & please do tag ya ? Bye & goodnight !

18 more days ,